tales that come true

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

today's been a really bad day.

first it was skii. my darling cannot leave. i still can't bring myself to process that 99% fact. there's still hope. yea. skii you must not give up. fight for your rights! we all need you!

then it was ilp. argh. forget it.

lastly, it was the reshuffling of 06a13.
06a13 must stay!!
we cannot split! we are one.
i really don't know how i'll react tomorrow.
whatever happens, we'll all make sure we stick together. petition, kungfu kicks..anything. i just want us to be together.

i'm devastated.

posted @ 10:09 PM

Monday, February 27, 2006

i realised that i banged my head 3 times in 2 days. once when i fell frm a height while playing the bonding games, once on the mrt, and once at home. no wonder i'm getting more and more stupid. >.<

posted @ 11:38 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

hey!!!! hahaha i was here :):)
i love junhua! xing ye de!! aren't u v.v.v.v touched? ^__^

-tongchong

posted @ 9:54 PM

ahhh..diary-x is gone permanently!

i so agree with ger. i feel as if i've been non-existant for the past 4 yrs. all my recollections of those 4 yrs just went POOF! - vanished into thin air. even the dearest syf, concert, arts fest entries are gone. . .

maybe i should start backing up my entries, or relying more on my brain, which doesn't really exist. shows my reliance on technology, and the destruction its done to me!

posted @ 7:41 PM

lesson was terrible today.

laoshi has been very lenient with me. maybe he's given up on me. i feel guilty. for not honouring my word to practise hard. seems like i've lost that strive in whatever i do. i can't sustain my urge and i am unable to push myself beyond. i keep decepting myself. 2 changyins a day and i let myself go. urgh. though sometimes unwillingly, but so what if i felt guilty? actions speak louder than words. what i do is just empty talk. i don't even know what i'm blowing. no music, no technique. am i doing it just for the sake of doing it?

i hate myself.

i want to be back in ny where at least i have a space of my own. here, i get distracted too easily.

posted @ 3:00 PM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

went for bonding session at HELP today. ang mo kio. woots. realised its probably the first time in my life i set foot there. haha! o.O surprised?

anyway..it was great meeting new pple and playing games. haha. now i'm looking fwd to the camp. realised ee nian is in the organisation too. hm...interesting =) i think it'll be fun working together with them and i'll really enjoy myself during the camp. it feels great to be able to help others :) and most imptly, i'll be with my bestest frenz - the 2o4 gang! miss them loads! and yay! they're all going to come hci!!! yes..reunion!!! so looking fwd! =)

there's lesson at 12 tmr. ahhhh XD

posted @ 11:43 PM

happy birthday fuji! sorry we cldn't bake you a cake in time coz fungmin and i were busy. but good food is worth the wait. hehe XD right fungmin? *smirks*

pufferfish. haha. din manage to catch him and his noctoriously ugly way of gobbling food thou. and i'm glad i din. my cam might explode. lol..haha jkjk. but i think he looks like some mp campaigning for elecs here.
'VOTE FOR ME! I'LL PROVIDE FREE PIZZA FOR A WEEK!' -guobin

the shopping clan! haha..we haven't been out shopping for a looooooong time. miss you two. haha. anyway, we're now the pizza trio too. rushed out during math lectures and earned all the stares of pple in the LT. haha. lol. it was hilarious. oh ya..they're my OAC mates too! yea! =) we rawk!

went for oac pre-camp 4 today. was late coz of aep. went back just in time for the 2nd half of the first aid course - the briefing. ok..was busy copying notes.

then it was repaying the counts. which means pt. i feel like such a total loser. felt really bad coz my physical condition isn't very good and i couldn't sustain thru the pumpings. really thank the guys for the support and everyone else for cheering everybody on! OAC RAWKS!! :) NAVAJOS WE MUST PERSERVERE! HANG ON! WE WILL MAKE IT! :) i will train hard frm today onwards so as not to drag anyone down. i will endure. yes. fungmin, i won't break the pact either!

went for dinner with dawn, xinyi, aaron and pengsing at kap after tt.

anyway..i just realised that there's only one more week till postings come out. one more week before some pple leave and new comers come. i'll miss this 06a13.

don't know why, i felt rather sad this morning. i probably know why. but i don't wish to face it. sigh. why am i starting to feel insecure. i shouldn't. i hate this feeling.

Navajos anthem

We the members of Navajos,
Strive to keep our limbs intact.
We will try to be the best,
Nava Nava beat the rest!

We the members of Navajos,
Quick like lightning and shout like thunder.
Faster than all the others,
Nava Nava is the best!

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went back to nyco dazu ytd. just in time for their huibao. i just wanna say. jia you jnrs!! plz don't slack. concert's 4 mths++ away. not to scare u all, but time's running out. i'm sure u all want to put up a good show and i want to thoroughly enjoy it too. i'm sure u all can do it! so jia you!! =) nyco spirit! plz don't let the burning flame die out.

went to watch rj dramafeste with skii after rushing home. oh man..it was marvellous! the plays were all of high quality and nthin like hc. hm..there was a difference. the type of work produced and quality of work. haha..not saying that hc is lan. ARES STILL RAWKS! =) WE'RE THE BEST! haha..but rj's plays all had a deep meaning behind it. intriguing. i liked xinying's hse MR's play! i thought the chorale was great. haha..reminds me of ares's play. though different, but the similar thing was that they had lots of interesting little details that spiced up the play. the actors were good too. i liked the second one..the airplane one too. was fascinated by the way they made use of the stage. simple but clearly portrayed. quite heartwarming too. haha. oh yes..xinying gave me a rose!!! =) and she got a rose frm er hem too. haha.

posted @ 12:08 AM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

OMG!! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT MY DEAREST BELOVED FULLSCAP PAD ACTUALLY FOUND ITS WAY BACK TO ME!!! and this would not have been possible without CLAIRE!! THANK YOU CLAIRE!! SO SO SO SO MUCH! =)

well, this also means that i've been wasting my time redo-ing the sketches till 1 am ytd. argh. but nvm..at least i got it back :) this is the happiest thing that ever happened to me. haha. i was thinking ytd night as i redid my sketches,"what happens if i suddenly find my fullscap pad?" hm.....

went for oac today. good thing various pple got me prepared for the toughness of it. thx tracee and everyone else for being so patient with teaching the lashes. haha..and my grp..turnout rate was WONDERFUL! anyway..i must perservere! fungmin..rmb our pact! =) its interesting to hear abt the 'secrets' of oac frm my bro. haha. a lag time for 13 years. but it still seems the same.

posted @ 11:08 PM

was redo-ing the sketches that i lost. argh. and i realised that the fashion figures are all anorexic. erps. a little freaky.

anw, ran 2.4 during pe today. i missed my running partner!! but thx to shumin who accompanied me :) my timing still sux. i guess if i hadn't been jogging, it might have been worse. urgh. this is so disgusting. i must run more.

haven't been practising my flute properly either. i've not been able to concentrate. either my thoughts drift off somewhere or i just don't bother to make and effort. thsi is bad. how did i use to be such a slave driver? i probably left all my perseverence and determination back in ny.

i'm now left with nthin. boo hoo :(

posted @ 12:34 AM

Monday, February 20, 2006

I am perpetually disturbed that i lost my entire fullscap pad!!! which consists of all the notes i took and all the hw i did, which i stupidly forgot to tear out after i have completed them. argh. to further aggravate the situation, i realised that the sketches which i had faithfully spend THREE hours doing...ARE IN IT TOO!!! ARGH!

ALL GONE.

grieving for my beloved fullscap pad.

posted @ 9:41 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

cross country-

realised i forgot to blog abt it. it was ok la. but i was really happy to run together with my dearest running partner - TRACEE! :) thank you so much for being with me all the time!! i had stitch halfway..sorry for slowing you down. thanx a lot for your encouragement and accompaniment. wouldn't have made it if not for you. lets run again on mon :)

everyone must think i'm a running freak now. =S but its so highly addictive.

oh yes. ARES WON X-COUNTRY! we rule! =) kudos to mr quek as well for coming in FIRST in the male teacher's open cat. *gawps* din noe he's such a road runner. o.O ling4 yan3 xiang1 kan4.

rachel gan: we are so disappointed in you. haiz. hahahaha. XD

it feels so shuang to be able to sit there sipping the ice cool saturated milo while watching pple dash towards the finishing line as if their life depends on it. opps. this sounds sadistic. haha. but it feels great after a run! yea. so proud of fungmin and shumin too! for running! haha. yea!

after tt we went back to sch for chorale prac.

trying to be paparazzi

what's that lightbulb doing there?!?!

ah...this is better =)

posted @ 1:53 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

YES! finally got my new blog up. phew. i'm so disappointed in diary-x.

I've been bottling up the events that happened in the past few days for so long i've forgotten what i wanted to say. I even had the entries composed in my mind...and diary-x had to fail me again and again. sigh. I'll just TRY to dig them out from my brain cabinets somehow. woo~ its as messy as my room!! haha. OH YES! I suddenly remembered that i'm supposed to do hw!!! ah!!!

nvm..this is more impt. ARES OWNED DRAMAFESTE '06!!!!!!! woohoo~ we rawk! we're the ultimate! best supporting actor (congrats trumpy..haha!), best director, best ensemble, BEST PLAY!! woots. what else can be better? nthin. yea. :) so over the moon! i'm so proud to be an aresian. and i'm glad to be part of dramafeste 'o6, to be part of the cool and funky chorale. no regrets. all the hard work and late nights paid off. all that bimbos cheer worked! even if i did something i NEVER thought i wld do, it was all worth it. this is acting. being someone/something you are not. haha. actually, acting bimbo is quite fun! whee =)

i really want to thank alice, kaixuan, tongtong, yunpei, liuqian, fungmin, junhong, jonathan, kenneth, fuji, timothy, jeriel for everything. the encouragement, the smiles, the laughter! i'll never forget this experience. Chorale is one organism.

The cast simply rawks!! I think they all pulled off their characters really really well. Kudos to them. and the backstage crew, sounds and lightings and everyone else. The directors and all the snrs. ares rawks!

This has been a once in a lifetime experience and I'm so glad I choose to be part of it.

Suffering from post-perf symdromes again. but this time a little different. i feel high instead of the usual quirmy feeling at the chest. probably coz of the overdosage of bimbo shakes. haha. its fun getting hyped up. i think the makeup does wonders. its like magical. everytime after we put on our makeup, we get really ditzy. =S

i will miss those late night pracs and going home with the 66 gang cum cab gang.

Well, all good things have to come to an end. If not they would not seem as wonderful as they should. Here are the memories of dramafeste'o6.