Saturday, June 30, 2007
one day escapade to the urban-beach.
3 runaways from sch. but there's more than meets the eye. appearance is just a deception.
muggers at heart. the hc summer collection - mugger beachwear.
a revelation to how weird aaron was ytd. he actually buried his own phone in the sand and thought it was cool to hear music coming through the sand. 
i'm still a little amazed at how i ended up on the little island with my geog notes and 3 guys in hc uniform on a sunny friday aftn when people are either in school still killing their brain cells over the paper; or home mugging away; or in town enjoying the luxury of an air conditioned shopping mall. haha. but then again, if it werent that ridiculous, we wouldn't be ezoac. especially when the CI himself displayed the traits of an adventurer, how cld we defy the orders of our leader. sometimes u just need a second of impulse to make the decision of a lifetime.
compare this to that. how much have we changed?
'do u want to look back 50 years from now and regret not having he guts to get into the car?'
posted @ 12:54 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
dispaired disheartened disillusionedi'm full of misery.
my heart is so stagnant and i'm so dead the mosquitoes are going to breed on me soon. ew ok that was disgusting.
but i'm not moving anymore. just let the world crash down on me for today. i need recuperation before i enter another phase of hair-tearing and self-torturing.
i say sleeping is the best medicine. so i shall go sleep now.
posted @ 2:47 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
when two individuals are being confined to each other for too long, in fact, all the time, they do grow sick of each other. and i mean 24 hrs a day for eternity. no wonder the hamsters are protesting and incessantly scratching the wheels to make their unhappiness heard. well they have certainly brought their message across. we're taking turns to erupt into fits of anger and annoyance as you try to block out the high frenquency (unfortunately not so high to the point it becomes inaudible) noise of fibre cutting into plastic, while conscienciously making an effort to concentrate on whatever we were doing in the first place. even the mildest tempered creature would burst into irritated screams and wonder why the little hamsters suffer such ill-fates of being locked up in the cage, which actually is the world to them.as much as i want to sympathise with them, i cannot control myself from brewing frustration. but i do understand how they feel sometimes. maybe kenny's hamsters had a much more fruitful life than any other hamster, even though their lives may have been shortlived in the forest. but at least they saw more to the world than just cold hard metal grills and brightly coloured tubes.
posted @ 10:17 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
boredom and sleephead are such sweet lovers. they're inseparable. and real parasites. shooo..go date somewhere else more discrete so that i don't catch you sneaking around me everyday.posted @ 3:30 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
maybe if it were really dengue i'd be able to skip blocks.posted @ 2:47 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
i can feel my energy being sapped away every minute. my hands are so weak they tremble when they write and my arms ache everytime i lift up the pen. i'm like some jelly wobbling on the verge of death. it doesnt help when all you feel like doing is puking and that nausea feeling keeps lingering around your chest. its pointless to eat coz everything goes to waste. its so hard to concentrate but i have to. sigh. please let me get well soon. =(posted @ 2:47 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
to spread the love and share the joy...
credits to yongsheng (:
posted @ 10:14 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
2 weeks have flown by since bike hike. i'm so glad i met up with my batchmates again after wad seemed like an eternity. its been a day i've been looking fwd to the entire hols since end of bikehike. and i havent had so much fun n laughter for a long time. my cheeks were aching from all that over exertion.3 trials before we finally settled on a proper one. haha.
slpover was fun too! (:
self-induced entertainment with a simple game of life. makes me wonder if we'll still be there with each other when we actually graduate, receive our first paycheck, get married, have kids, strike lottery, and mabbe meet with a midlife crisis, and when we retire into the acrewood.
thx for the day, ezoac (:
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some wounds take longer than expected to heal. some scars are there permanently to remind you of the pain. even if the scar is removed, the trauma stays in there eternally, unless i'm no longer me.
just when i thought the tears have dried up, they come running again.
posted @ 6:12 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
i've been very angsty lately, people at home wld know. even my pregnant sister isn't half as hot-tempered as me. hmm i need to chill and learn to be at peace with myself, with the world. being tensed up is causing me distress and giving me sleepless days n nights. been flipping arnd for at least an hr or so before i fall into deep slumber for the past two nights. today's nap too. i wish i had sleeping pills but i guess that won't solve the prob. i shall think of my little niece trisha when i feel like screaming the next time. =Dahhh i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait.
posted @ 8:47 PM
yayyy one paper down! =Dand i really lost my notes on SEA artists. =(
but thx so much to siewching for painstakingly scanning and sending me the notes page by page. =)
posted @ 2:27 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
arghhhh i cant believe i lost my SEA artists notes one day before the paper!!!!!! #Q@%@#$&#%*$%*% stabs n kills myself! omg. i'm such an idiot. its like letting 50% of the paper go void. i'm abt to go crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!posted @ 4:33 PM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
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memories are like the turbulence that trails the moving boat. and the boat is like time which moves so fast the waves could never catch up.
a day back in ubin brings back many fond memories. but it feels different when the chatter of my batchmates are replaced by silent buzzing of the mosquitoes. if only everyone were there.
on a lighter note, it felt great to be on the bumpy rock n roll terrain again. though the gears jump everytime i skid pass a boulder, the chains grind hard against the rusty mechanism, and you see your life flash pass your eyes as you accelerate down the slope, it was one 'near death' excitement i truly enjoy. maybe familarity does make the once unconquerable route seem shorter, or maybe its the absence of rain and ominous dark clouds and roll of thunder that makes the escapade seem a little incomplete.
the journey back, i spent thinking abt you...
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and you...
posted @ 10:12 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
posted @ 4:25 PM
Monday, June 04, 2007
some things are just so apt. last recee when we were sitting udner the dim light, checking in to Need For Speed 'o7, graduation was playing in the background.this morning when the tears of heaven were falling upon us as we checked out of our last event, it ends tonight began playing.
despite the perils on the road, my fatigue thighs that were on the verge of rebelling, the drivers who gracefully struck a middle finger pose at me 2am in the morning, the near death experiences, the upslopes that could never get gay-er,... i wished the journey had never ended. the changi runway seems to get shorter every time i visit it. though i cycled really slowly today, trying to grab on to every second that was ticking away, the end seemed so near. it was a moment of mixed emotions tugging at my heart - relief yet reluctance to press on the brake and step down from the bike - as i cycled the last lap with the rest of the batch.
everything fell into place to nicely. so peacefully. we realised how much we've gone through together since yltc'o6. though our term in hcoac has officially ended, the memories we've shared will stay with us forever. being a part of 32nd, i couldn't ask for more.
when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
but
as we go on, we remember.
all the times we had together.
and as our lives change, come whatever,
we will still be, friends forever.
yltc'o6
ylnite'o6 - spellbound
atlantis'o6
sentosa outing
invest'o6
fireworks
MAF'o6 - fly me to the moon
bike hike 1 - zombified
bike hike 2 - trip to de graveyard and back
90km bike hike
random kayaking outing
ITC'o6 - the chalet
2 star kayaking
mt ophir
new year slpover at aaron's
open hse 'o7
OH
cny visit at aaron's
yltc land ex recee
yltc'o7
ylnite'o7 - nostalgia
atlantis recee 3
atlantis'o7 - distance your style
bike hike recee
Need For Speed 'o7
leading a grp certainly isn't easy. i've been to a few bike hikes, always as the blind follower. this time i had to lead, i had 6 pple's lives at stake. though with added responsibility, fun was not compensated for. it felt great realising that you've made the right turn and remembering de route. encouraging when you see your grpmates perservering and never giving up. heart-warming when you feel all the other instructors peddling hard to make this last event a booming success.
grp 5 was the smallest grp among all 9 grps. though we met with mishaps from the start and fell frm grp 5 to grp 8, we all enjoyed the journey nonetheless. cheering each other on, zi high-ing trying to hype up each other's mood. they've certainly been very cooperative and supportive. thx for the wonderful night. (:
after passing gay part 1. hahaha our imba bikes are really imba. for once what mou said came true - downslope all the way!
vivo!
refreshing ice kachang at macpherson kopitiam at 3am. haha. chao random! its quite amazing how we relaxed at every restpt and yet managed to catch up to be grp 5 again. heh. we are zai! =)
a sight to behold. the plane was flying through the clouds.
grp 5! =Dn not forgetting my very entertaining and supportive bike hike partner - lujie. (:
i never knew you could be so lame. haha. but i really enjoyed myself alot. thx for making the supposedly emo night fill with so much fun and laughter. i'll solve the mystery soon! =D
if only we cld cycle thru the roads again tgt as a batch and relive those memories.
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was emo-ing and recollecting and sorting out my thoughts on my way home today. i sat at the bustop for at least 30 mins. refusing to move. i missed my bus on purpose. i was alone, but i didn't feel lonely because i was thinking of 22 other people. (:
posted @ 6:44 PM