Saturday, August 25, 2007
now that i'm home and alone...my heart's starting to ache. the laughters are resonating in my head and they seem here to stay. but my heart feels empty even though memories are flooding within me and overwhelming my entity.i <3 06a13 very very dearly.
i'm so hollow, baby, i'm so hollow.
i'm so, i'm so, i'm so hollow.
i'm so hollow, baby, i'm so hollow.
i'm so, i'm so, i'm so hollow.
posted @ 12:20 AM
Friday, August 24, 2007
my mood this week has been a stark contrast to last week's gloomy, depressing state. its a good thing i guess. shows that i've not fallen to the point of no return as yet.its the last day of sch tmr. and i've been reminiscing the many crazy moments i've spent with my dearest o6a13 over the past 1 yr and 8mths. how time flies. cliche no doubt, but true as it can be. i'm gonna miss this bunch of people a hell lot. they're the ones who can make me smile when my world turns stormy and they're the ones who will make me laugh even in the darkest moments of my days. its really amazing how 25 people with such great disparity in their backgrounds can come tgt and forge such cohesive friendship. i enjoyed today's econs lecture especially, coz it was spent musing over the past 1yr8mths. i'm still very amazed at gb's vivid memory of his first impressions of almost every single prsn in class. and thx a13 for the 'song session' at the class bench after sch, which we spent revising the songs we sang during our primary sch days. haha. reminds me of the 1st 3mths which we spent idling around the class benches.
i've survived 12 yrs of madness. probably been looking fwd to the day i graduate since a long time ago. but now that the end is nearing, i wish i were at the beginning again.
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
posted @ 1:39 AM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
that was one happy human geog lecture. but sadly the last official one that we're gonna attend.
but our dear geog rep made the whole hour so light-hearted. who wld sprawl on the floor behind the row of chairs in lt1 for the first quarter of the lesson just to make his absence noticed. and when his presence was called, he got so excited that he was physically there but not exactly available. haha.kenny must have been ecstatic ytd, constantly entertaining the class with his 'more than usual' comical antics. his innocence during lit and pure childlike behaviour during geog was just uncannily kenny. =D
posted @ 11:17 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
beautiful day.
beautiful run.
wonderful running partner with perfect weather to mark the end of our last run.crazily funny and awfully sweet geog lecture. times like these make u realise how much impact you've made in each other's life, unknowingly.
posted @ 7:36 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
i havent posted photos here for quite long. partly coz my camera's been through a traumatic drowning incident and is in the midst of servicing. haha.photos are bad at capturing fireworks. but its the experience, that spectacular moment that i take away with me.
posted @ 11:50 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
The dark clouds lurk like impending doom and the silent rain falls like shards of glass that gently caress your skin, but cutting you menacingly in the process.and i happened to walk through the rain today.
=((
posted @ 10:47 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
9.21pm and i'm still in the artroom... =(i miss home...
posted @ 9:22 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
i think we should all learn to be more observant and sensitive to our surroundings. more and more people have started super-gluing their earphones to their ears, barricading themselves in a world of their own. and i'm guilty of that too. but a few days of mp3 running on low batt have given me the chance to listen to the sounds and voices around me. its not just conversations i've chanced upon, but lifes i've got to know. and some things i've heard have really triggered me to ponder more about my own life.i was crossing the bridge on my way home today when i noticed this balloon flying up into the sky, losing its significance gradually among the towering clouds. but still it appeared pretty significant to me, probably because its starking bright red could not be any more obvious against the pale blue sky. but why was i the only one who noticed it? people around me were all rushing. rushing to nowhere. they probably think that by quickening their pace, they would earn extra time in their life. but what would they rmb when they look back at their life at the end of time? all that hustle and bustle and...?
is life so busy no one can stop a little while in their tracks just to appreciate the beautiful things around them? i'm getting quite sick of being held slavery by 'time'.
posted @ 8:16 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
i guess consecutive late nights spent in the artroom have really worn me out. i found myself awake for less than 10 hrs today. and my mind's constantly...i have no idea wads going on in my mind actually. everytime i try to get myself to think about something, anything, it gets stuck. every thread of thought i have either loses its way among the ball of messed up information in my brain or entangles itself with some other thread. maybe its overloaded.i can't think anymore. all i know it that today's a day successfully wasted.
posted @ 11:06 PM
Monday, August 06, 2007
why do i have such timid parents who dare not speak their minds?posted @ 10:48 PM