tales that come true

Friday, June 30, 2006

oooo..i've been lagging for so long! now i'm sooooo free i've got no more reasons to give excuses! oh no! hahahaha..opps. =/ pple who still have papers plz dun kill me! JIA YOU for ur remaining papers! a13 jiayou for lit and shijia for chinese! freedom is near...... =) and it tastes soooo good! been awaiting for the arrival of this moment of liberty, release from the claws of evil for soooo long. haha. it was my motivation during those late mugging days. i was alr thinking of what i'm gonna do after my paper ends during math paper. haha. hm...actually tt isn't good thing, coz it means i wasted my time daydreaming during the paper, which probably implies that i didn't know how to do the qs and was somehow giving up. haha. i shall enjoy my few days of 'holiday' before reality slips in. i swear i feel more carefree now than during the june hols. hohoho. =)

went out with a13 after math paper ytd. wow..tt was like the largest class outing..20+ pple. but actually its quite hard to walk arnd town with a large grp of pple. we were quite lag ytd..probably coz everyone was drained as well. the only supposedly fruitful thing tt we did was probably to catch a movie. BUT...considering the fact tt we watched a TRASHY movie - scary movie 4, i don't think it was tt fruitful afterall. arghhhh...felt tt i wasted my 7 bucks! haiz. nvm. i had a good laugh at some parts too...especially the juon parts. hahaha. mistubishi, fuji, sushi, sashimi....... =)

it was the first night tt i slept at ease since weeks. =)

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retail therapy today with dearest yvonne, fungg and traceeeeee!!! =) omg...today was superduper fruitful!!!! hahahaha..i'm very hyper! i think they're happie too. hehe =) really spent a lot today..but i'm satisfied. yea! tts wad retail is abt man! have to thank them for being such wonderful companients. hehe. girls are the best! =) and yvonne for encouraging me to jezz buy. hehe. yayyyy =)

so many things to look fwd to today. germany VS argentina tonight!!! omgomgomg! must watch!!! go germany! =)

posted @ 6:53 PM

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

geog paper has been TRAUMATISING!!! my hands still feel dislocated. but i'm really glad its over!

now for the ONE LAST paper!!! yayy yayyy yayy yayy yayyyyyyyyyy!! =)

everyone jiayou! jiayou muggerrangers and maintainence crew. hahaha. don't envy me..hehe. =/ it will be over soon! ^^

posted @ 6:56 PM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

i would really love to read up on art history in detail if not for the impending doom of the aep paper being TOMORROW!!!!

anw, i can't believe i actually got to watch the match ytd!!!! omgomgomgomgomgomg!!! but too bad i missed the first half. ARGH. that was like super exciting first half..and all i cld do was listen to the stupid live commentary in CHINESE on 958. argh. nvm...at least i watched the 2nd half..but nthing happened. argh. but anw, thx zk for the tip. now i noe tt i wun be missing anymore matches. hehee. podolski!!! =)

i broke my record. i stayed up till 4am this morning. O.O thx to pufferfish. hahaha. jia you everyone!! its tomorrow! =) hang on..it'll be over VERY soon!

posted @ 1:21 PM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

finally started on my uob painting. stepped into the aep room today since eons. hahaha... it feels nice to be touching the brush again and playing with all the familiar paints, breathing in tt choking smell of turpentine. this sounds bian tai, but i just wanna say tt i miss painting. hahaha. i miss the days in ny where we camped in sch almost everyday to pia our coursework! super fun. =) i hope i can finish my uob painting soon...coz i can't wait to see the finished product. i have a perfect iamge in mind, but hope i don't spoil it. =/ hahaha nvm. painting is fun! i'll just go with my feelings...yea. =)

thx wonka for terrorizing me with ur almost finished painting. hahaha..and for indirectly dragging me back to start on my painting. hm..or shd i thank almeo?? lol.s XD

ushering for co camp tmr!! haizzz...quite sian. but i miss jaime n caina!!! ^^ so i shall look fwd to our date..hehehe. =)

anw, ezoac outing at sentosa ytd was funfunfunf (: yayyy..i miss the outdoors! i miss the sun..thou we only saw the sunset ytd. hahaa. but being with the pple is as good as having sunshine. (:

posted @ 1:18 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006

i love the way some songs bring me to certain places/some people.

in other words, i'm DAY DREAMING! when i should be studying. but who cares.

posted @ 3:22 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

off to camp...will be back on sat.

i'm so gonna flunk my blocks!!

ahhhh.. i need retail therapy!!!!

posted @ 12:47 AM

Monday, June 12, 2006

JOY TO THE WORLD...LALALALA~

quick..congratulate me!! =) i have successfully completed my aep explorative essay on time!! and sent it to dear ms kee 1hr before the ruthless clock strikes 12MN. OMG! -screams-

this is like the FIRST time i've handed in my essay on time! and i feel all the happiness and blissfulness in the world descend upon me! i see hope! i see light! i feel like i'm floating around in the clouds! hahahaa. the burdens of 2189 words lifted from my shoulders. wooo! bye van gogh and degas and monet for the time being. i noe u'll miss me =)

but it feels weird. coz i've been hyper for the past hr i think i'm starting to hyper ventilate. i think i'm so excited tt i forgot to breathe properly, my chest feels kinda tensed. hahaha. nvm. who cares man! =) wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

posted @ 11:48 PM

JTF's Sinful adventure at Coffee Club (:

tracee's mushroom crepe. its super creamy and cheesy. the richness of the cheese can just kill one. and one would die willingly. haha. :)

junhua's chicken with honey mustard sandwich. heehee. OMG. its HUMONGOUS la!! i'm still traumatised by it. haha. its like bigger than my head.

see how BIG it is. can't even see my mouth la.

and i'm amazed by how much i managed to finish. woo~ tracee din scold me, for once (: but tt meal constitutes of my breakfast, lunch and dinner. my stomach's still feels like bursting now..hahaha. but the sandwich was really nice. the bread was crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. the chicken was tender and chewy. and the veg was crunchy. hahah..great combination. woo =)

Fungg's fish & chips. its flooded with fries. more than half the plate is filled with fries. haha. thumbs up to fungg who managed to finish all her fries. =)

our chocolate fondue!!!! ahhhhhh. its superduper nice. the warmness and sweetness of the chocolate melts the frost on the fruits and everything just blends as one in your mouth. we were all melting in chocolately bliss =)

tracee looks so happy and motherly when she feeds fungg her chocolate-coated mango. hahaha.

and look at how xing fu fungg to be the first to taste the fondue.

tracee feeding me my strawberry in choc. wheeee (:

stupid tracee had the honour of US feeding her. haha. her eyes must be filled with tears to the brim. hahaha. =/

lucky we didn't order the mudpie. it was seriously a put off especially having sucha a full meal. haha. plus its gigantic. its the height of my palm. o.O

posted @ 5:46 PM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

oh no...i noe i've been lagging. but sorry =/ actually i've opened this page many times this week, always wanting to blog. but everytime i lay my fingers on the keyboard, i'm lost for words. i probably have too much to say and i'm not good at converting my thoughts and emotions into words. either that, or something else distracts me, like a sudden bright idea for my aep explorative essay that is due TOMORROW!! ahhhhh!!! -goes hysterical- ok nvm. back to blogging. i've decided that i shall not procrastinate anymore.

one week ago, we were all at SCH rehearsing that stupid da chang jin song. hahaha. lol. (everytime i hear the song on tv now, i think of that magical night) i really miss the concert preparations, and i miss everyone in co. 不知不觉中，我已渐渐地爱上了华初华乐团。i miss snrs, and i really wonder how co will be like without them. without zhixuan to guide me in dazu and to listen to my rants; no qinghua to light up my day with his lame jokes; no jiankai and his entertaining bug looks and totally un-funny jokes; no delin to blast his sheng... it will feel weird and empty. and i realised i'll never have snrs again. unless i join co in sch in the future. i will miss the feeling of being sheltered. haha...i must cherish hcco, probably the last co tt i'll ever be in.

i've not been accomplishing much this week. actually nothing at all. oh no...two more weeks left to blocks, and i haven't started on anything. i'm really scared. but yet i don't do anything. sigh. i'm so lazy!! howhowhow?? ok nvm. this is not what i want to talk about. i'm sure i'll work out something, somehow. yes..i must have faith in myself. =S the reason why i've not been able to concentrate this week is becoz i have too many things on my hands. hm.. plus i was still recovering from post-concert syndrome. was sorting out my thoughts on mon. had aep consultation on tues, followed by help camp trial. wed was occupied by help camp trial too. i hope our morale would be higher for the actual camp, coz i feel tt everyone's very lethargic. well, can't blame anyone, coz i myself was feeling tired and out of sorts. i must do my best for the camp! =) went to send chokwan off on wed! lucky her!! she's gg japan with njco!! ahhh..hahaha! saw a lot of other frens too! bet they're enjoying themslves in japan now. so jealous!! ok nvm..i shdn't be complaining. coz russia was more than anything i cld ask for. =/ had a lot of fun doing stupid things with tc at the airport. haha. its sucha nice place. really miss those times when we wld go out almost everyday after sch and always end up playing like little kids. they may not seem as great as watching a movie or shopping or eating an expensive dinner at a posh restaurant, but those times spent tgt with my dearest friends mean a lot to me. =)

visited nyco twice this week. must commend them for their great improvement since the last time i heard them. haha. i'm confident that nyco will be able to rock SCH on 2nd july =) as always..hehehe =/ really really relieved to hear them play during dazu. much better den i had expected. but still, jnrs must jia you! =) never be satisfied with what your have, but tt doesn't mean losing faith in urself. just keep adding oil! you will shine =)

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went for lesson just now. omg..it RAWKED :) :) :)

over the moon now!! hehe. laoshi din exactly praise me, but he din criticize me a single bit this lesson!! hahaha. he din say i tui bu! wheeee. ok..i realise tt i'm easily satisfied. and he gave me a new song. (: and he said my shi pu was bu cuo! yayy!! ok..partly coz i played tt song b4 (played as in play for fun) hehe. and most imptly, my qi's very shuang today. hehe. haven't felt this for very long. i must attribute this partly to caina for her sms. i felt motivated, somehow, after reading tt msg. haha. =)

posted @ 3:50 PM

Monday, June 05, 2006

one yr ago

one yr later

posted @ 4:59 PM

Huang Zhong Da Lv is finally over. and it ended beautifully. (:

Great job hcco! for making this concert a success. am really proud to be a part of hcco, especially when you hear marvellous comments frm the audience. it makes me want to stay on...

i really miss playing in a co. not that i havent. but i miss committing fully from the start of everything to the end. the feeling and repayment you get is totally different.i wonder if it would have been better if i had chosen co and only co in the first place. oac has taught me many other things beyond what i had imagined myself to do, and many wonderful friends as well.
as i got myself re-immersed in co again this week, i realised how much i miss it. its a part of me, its what i love, its where i belong. i miss making music with a bunch of great friends, and forging bonds through our most beloved hua yue, i miss blowing till i feel that my lungs are going to plunge out from my mouth any moment, i miss the dizi trio, i miss watching other people playing in dazu and swooning over their zai skills and shuai poses when they play...

there are so many things i miss and have missed this past 1/2 yr. does it matter if i try something new or not. its easy to ask me to make a decision that i will not regret, but it isn't easy for me to make that choice, coz either that i choose will definitely bring about tremendous regrets. i'll never be able to make a decision. and so some pple tell me, don't choose.
i wish time could turn back now and i would choose only co.
i loooove meng die. its such a beautifully sorrowful song, yet not really sorrow if u come to think of it. it just unravels deep thoughts within ur mind. i love its poignancy. everytime i listen to it, mixed emotions well up inside me, and i'll go into pensive mode. haha. i think meng die is the best dazu song. i'm happy that i got to play it. =)

really grateful to everyone who came to support me!! i am truely veryveryvery touched! =) ur presence alone or even an sms is encouraging enough.

thanx fungg for all ur support these past mths. love ya!! (: thx kenneth and jon for ponning ares camp tgt with fungg and coming down to watch me!! hahaha..thx for tt BIG sunflower too!! oh man...it really brightened up my day! =) oh yes..thx fungg for being so xi xin to choose orange and green. hehe. (:

thx tongchong, ck, eunice tok, papa for tt PRETTY sunflower too!! and for coming down. yayy..u all will always be the best!! (:

thx dear jnrs!!! for coming down and rushing frm bugis. hahaha..dizi pple always rush for concerts. and for those colourful flowers. hehe. doesn't matter if it isn't real. now its ur turn to jia you for concert!! ^^ oh yes..juliana you were damn chio!! hehehe.

thx kylie for ur smses and rose!! its ok if u weren't able to make it. plzplzplz don't feel bad abt it. and rest well, take care! get well soon!! =)

thx hanyun for ur encouragement and flower! =) i felt ur presence..hehe.

posted @ 2:20 PM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

rock climbing ytd was great!! =) helped me destress a lot! i was happy enough to see everyone. hehe. miss ezoac! and i miss climbing too. was a little apprehensive before i went, coz i tot i couldn't climb anymore. but thx to the encouragement of my dear oac mates, i managed to complete more walls den i did last time. hehe. yayy!! i shall aim to climb more nxt time! =) thx hanyun, tracee, aaron and of coz MOU for giving me the MOU experience. hahahha. thx, REALLY!! =)

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i've thought it through. i was juz being childish. but it'll take sometime for it to heal. mabbe seeing laoshi on mon will help. haha. i wonder why, but it cheered me up hearing his voice, even over the phone. especially when he's so hyper! haha.

anyway, thx fungg for listening to my nonsensical rants last night! felt so much better after talking to you. thx for being there!! i really needed ur encouragement. (:

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concert's tmr!!! omg!! finally starting to feel excited abt it. (ok tt sounds wrong) not tt i haven't been enthu abt concert. but i didn't seem to get the concert feeling for the past practices. until today. hope everything will turn well!! its last for many things/pple. so jia you!! =)

posted @ 10:09 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CHIOBU - JAIM E (:

the cake rawks right!! hee hee!! love you! ^^ very happy for u too! jia you for concert! you can do it! =)

i hope ur ego doesn't burst =/

posted @ 12:04 AM