Saturday, April 29, 2006
i feel so recharged and energized!!!! finally managed to get a good night's rest, without having to worry abt aep assignment, tests, sch nxt day...blahblahblah. slept frm 12am to 11am. hahahaha..one word. SHIOK! =)blog later =/
posted @ 1:01 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
what happened? >.<
posted @ 12:44 AM
URGH. i've been struggling with this stupid aep assignment for 1 week!!! and i'm still struggling!! 12.15am now. T_T i want to slp!!!!!!!!!!!!!! posted @ 12:13 AM
Monday, April 24, 2006
YL night o6 is finally over! but he memories will stay forever!EZOAC, we rawk!! spellbounded by our wonderful performance! everyone did a great job!! yea..hope the snrs enjoyed tonight, coz we certainly did. =)
rest well tonight. so sad that there's still school tomorrow! ahhh. but we shall attempt NOT to pon. hahaha. XD i think i've really given up on my aep hw. =( hope i can ask for extension!! though i think its higly impossible coz the dateline has alr been extended. oh no......
anyway, so glad all of us survived week 5!! yayy. thx a13 and ezoac for being so supportive of each other! wld not have lived thru that terrible week without the encouragement of everyone. hehe.
posted @ 12:20 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i'm so proud of myself. i surived the seemingly impossible monday!! 8am-7pm without any breaks!! woo hoo~ this proves something. nothing is impossible. as long as i am determined to achieve what i set out to, i will be able to do it. haha. i hope this could be the case for my dizi and studies as well. sigh~co ytd was quite fei. coz there was no dazu. so we were basically practising ji ben gong throughout. but think again, it wasn't entirely useless. at least i finally realised how much of my skills i've lost, how terrble and undisciplined i've become, how i've disappointed myself and others. sigh. please let me get the momentum back, and don't let it slip away again. i love what took me 4 yrs of hardwork to attain in just a matter of 4 mths. T_T
was really drained after co. and THERE WAS AN EXTREEEEEMELY LOOOOOOOOOOONG JAM at bukit timah road just becoz of a fallen tree at clementi rd. argh!!!! so we contemplated for quite long, before we decided to alight and walk instead. walked all the way to KAP. and cabbed home. hahaha. it was an experience. mini night hike arnd bukit timah rd. hahaha. i found it quite amusing to see the bus drivers getting down frm their buses and chatting with each other along the rd while the buses remained stuck on the road. haha.
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lesson on sunday was okayyy.
lao shi's being apathetic! he thinks i'm like the free-est prsn on earth. and i have all the time in the world to lian everyday!! argh...
ok. that wasn't entirely his fault. although he was wrong to think that jc life is MUCH more relaxed and carefree than sec sch life, he wasn't wrong in demanding frm me. i'm guilty of not practising as much as i should. and its quite obvious i didn't practise, couldn't he tell??
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6 days to YLnite!!! yayy!! so excited!! hahaa..ezoac we can do it! =)
oh yes. FINALLY tasted fungg's childhood HAMBURBUR BISCUIT! hahaha..she was like melting in bliss when she ate it. lol. it was very nice :)) very chocolately! hehe.
posted @ 6:52 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
you have no idea how precious this weekend is to me. in fact, all weekends! argh. and i just ruined it for myself!!!!i spent the entire good friday faithfully yet stupidly studying for the WRONG topic for geog test! O M G!!!! THE ENTIRE DAY...24 PRECIOUS HOURS!
G O N E!
i so love myself to bits and pieces. i wish i could hack myself into bits and pieces. ok nvm..that sounds too gory.
thx to everyone who tried to cheer me up by telling me its a great day spent for future revision. yea. haha.
anyway, looking fwd to tmr's ezoac dance session at the esplanade! and k box with tongchong, chokwan and yingxu!!! yayy!! =)
posted @ 11:13 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
felt quite bad for not going back to nyco today as i promised. and to think i went around asking pple to go back. haiz. =/ but without the accompaniment of my two bestest dizi trio mates, it feels quite sad to go back alone. =( i miss nyco A LOT. especially those sec 1 and sec 2 times, when we were still innocent, naive little jnrs. when ger and karin and yunsu and meixin and all the snrs were still arnd. we felt so loved and sheltered. those were the carefree days. sec 3 and 4 were more stressful. we began to frown in co..worry abt upholding the legacy that our snrs left behind. but we eventually did it. (: and it was definitely worth remembering. going thru all those hard times and sweet moments together.just didn't felt like going back today. =/ but i'm looking fwd to alumni prac!! yay!!! i'll get to play with those wonderful nyco mates again!!! ^^ i miss ms chek's conducting too. hmmmmm.
signed up for peer tutoring. i wonder how i got so easily swayed by shum and all the others. ahhhh!!! i have no stand! =X ok nvm. at least i'm doing something meaningful. even though i'm not really looking fwd to the long days and heavy eyelids, but i'm quite excited about peer tutoring actually. hehe. SEC 4!! omg. i hope i don't diu lian. =/
i hope i can cope.
it feels great to be busy. to have a constant goal in life. i miss the hectic pace. i miss feeling totally drained but highly satisfied and accomplished about surviving the day. i think the momentum is coming back. keep it going! yes! i can do it! =)
posted @ 9:58 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
bleah. it doesn't feel good to be sick. =(i wondered why i teared just now. haha. not like its the first time i'm sick. so dumb. >.<
anyway..really thankful for all the concerns! =) especially fungg..thx for accompanying me and nagging me like my mum. haha. (its not meant to be a bad thing (: ) thx tracee for helping me with the invites comm meeting! (: thx mr lee for helping me with the out-of-campus form. thx mr quek for lending me money to cab home. hope he gets well soon too!
to all those who are sick..like me =( get well soon k!! rest well and take care! hope to see more vibrant, smiling faces on mon! :) to those who are well, take care too! don't fall sick! =)
posted @ 9:03 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
SOMEONE CHOP OFF MY THROAT!!!ITS KILLING ME!
I'M DYING!
posted @ 11:26 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
woke up feeling extremely lethargic. i wonder what happened to me today. slept relatively early ytd. din do any strenuous activity. but i was seriously dead tired this morning. felt like a lifeless entity. haggard. out of sorts. haha. at least thats what they said. -.-''' hm...fell aslp first lecture in the morning. and of course in subsequent tutorials and lectures. seems like i wasn't the only who noticed how tired i was. shum told me the class was staring at me while i was slping in class. haha. opps. and yingtse said she wanted to ask me somethings during econs lec, but she turned and saw me slping. hahaa. =/
so..i slept till the last lesson of the day. aep. hahahaa. it was only till the end when i became extremely hyper. coz i ate A PACK OF 3 IN 1 COFFEE POWDER AND A PACK OF 3 IN 1 TEA SU SU POWDER!!! omg...THEY RAWK! seriously helpful. felt a sudden surge of energy in me straight after i ate it. haha. like drugs. and they were commenting on how i looked like a drug addict coz i kept pouring the powder into my mouth non-stop. hahaha. lol. must have freaked them out. =/ i went on a sugar high after tt ^^ was high at co too!! hahaha. i miss co...
posted @ 11:19 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
ezoac slpover was fun!!! too bad i missed the dinner. haha. heard they had lotsa fun taking photos of erm..the host. hahaa =/thx aaron and jingkai for coming to fetch me frm the mrt station. haha. its like the first time i set foot on kovan and the 3rd time i took the NEL. lol. so noob. =/ after tt we went shopping at heartland mall. haha. WINDOW shopping. then we met hanyun. was on our way bake when xinyi called. so we waited for her too. haha. and when we were halfway to jx's hse, waikuan called. then we walked back to kovan again!! but we decided tt lianjoo and waikuan can make their way to jx's hse themselves. haha. granting them some private time. erhm. =)
they were (or rather the guys, especially yongsheng) were so enthralled by american pie. ah..shd have seen him turning all red and clinging onto the sofa when those scenes were screened la. hahaha. the worst was tt it wasn't even showing girls, it was the other gender. haha.
went to bath while they started on exorcist. think the front part was boring. but the music was quite creepy. haha. especially when you're alone, upstairs. i was quite freaked out when i heard the music and their voices (they were actually laughing, but it sounded like screams to me frm upstairs..haha) while i was in the bathroom. =S but anw, thx jx for lending me ur bathroom :) and for being sucha good host. haha. =)
went down to join them after tt. squeezed in a sofa with xinyi and aaron. haha. think our butts went numb. lol. until a break when fungg switched with aaron coz jingkai was squashing her btwn him and eric. hahaa. jk and his big butt. the movie was quite scary. but think abt it again, they're quite funny actually. =/ ok..i'm in no position to say this, since i covered my eyes with the pillow most of the time. haha. but hey, at least i SAW some parts k.
off to tracee's hse for slpover after tt. yayy!! girl's night! haha. so fun. we talked A LOT! frm 11.30 to 1.30. and continued talking after we snuggled under the blankets. haha. shared a bed with tracee!! =) it was creaky. haha. had to turn slow motion everytime. but it was a great night anw. THX TRACEE!! =)
we were woken up by the morning calls frm the guys. woo. hahaha. so unexpected. tot they wld wake up late. o.O we dillied dallied and went out late. lol. we brought post's banana nut crunch along! yayy. its damn addictive. kept munching on it the entire morning! haha =/
met up with the guys at kovan. it was APRIL'S FOOL! and the girls actually came up with a plan to fool them. fungg and i were supposed to be having a cold war. but URGH. i kept smirking. cldn't help it. bleah. and so the plan din succeed! humph. i bet some of them believed it at first. haha. nvm.
discussed abt yl night at the mrt station. it was quite productive =) after very long, we finally came up with a theme! yayy. realised my phone can come in handy at times. =)
wanted to rush home to change b4 meeting up with co pple at cityhall. but was too lazy. so i went straight to cityhall. and waited for 40 mins. -.-''' jaime said it wasn't long. yea right. haha. spent my time walking around raffles city and cityhall. really ROUND cityhall. coz i went out frm all the exits on the first floor and went back to the mrt station. then i took the escalator up again and tried another exit!! ahh..sounds so stupid right. >.< haha. bet those pple doing flag day cld recognize me after i walked passed them for 5 times. haha.
jaime finally arrived at 1pm and SAVED ME! ^^ we waited and waited for jiankai and ningfei and realised they'll be VERY late. so we went off for lunch with shouhao and zhengyou instead. shouhao treated us to haagen daz!! THX SHOUHAO! =)
there was a fashion show gg on and everyone was eyeing for chio bus. haha.
walked to esplanade and shared a HUMONGOUS stick of cotten candy with jaime (: it was larger than our heads.
the concert was not bad. it reminded me of the days in nyco. i miss playing in such an atmosphere. i miss concert and syf. i miss the feeling of being surrounded by pple and the familiar sounds of different sections. i miss nyco. i wonder how hcco is now. havent been gg for so long. haiz. feels guilty =/ anw, they played HUANG HE!!! OMG!!! haaa. i LOVE huanghe. miss it so much. brought back many wonderful memories while listening to it. i still rmb the times when i got frustrated over the xun part. and the last time we played huanghe, the resonating of tt last note while we reluctantly put down our instruments. it has all ended. but the feeling will never die. =) huang he spirit! i want to play it again!!!
met rit!! o-m-g!! haha. his hair. arrhhh. hahaha. ok..i have no comments. and i like his namecard =) =) coz my dizi is on it!! yayy!! hahah.
met laoshi too! o.O chatted a little.
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lesson today. set my alarm at 8am. and guess wad! I WOKE UP AT 10AM!!!! supposed to leave the hse at 10.30am!! imagine me panicking away while trying to prac a little before facing the ordeal. =S the first lesson i've been to since 3 weeks. =/ i ALMOST called laoshi to cancel lesson. but i'm sooo glad i didn't. it was the most productive lesson i've had this year. haha. even though i know i've tiu bu-ed a lot. and so does laoshi. qinchuan was not bad. haha. i've not played it for so long. but smoehow, it felt that it was easier to play. haha. hm... and laoshi was really encouraging. finally felt tt i was doing something right.
i love laoshi!!! =)
posted @ 6:08 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
i am NOT stopping lesson.i am NOT giving up my passion.
thx caina, thx xl (thou indirectly), thx jaime, thx laoshi, thx nyco, thx to the concert, for pulling me back before i fall deeper.
-grins- (:
posted @ 10:25 PM