Thursday, July 31, 2008
skip the formalities of reviving a blog.
just checked out my courses under the ntu edventure net. its some student service web, like ivle. and i thought that would be the furthest i would go in finding out more about my coming school term, which i am rather reluctant to acknowledge. huiying just reminded me that we had an 8mth break and i couldn't recall how i've utilised, or rather, wasted my past half yr and 2 mths away. frankly speaking, i wished i had idled more and not slogged my 5 days of a week away in the office doing accounting. its a complicated issue. but i'm glad i pulled myself out of it quick enough to salvage my then disintegrating mental health.
i felt quite repulsive when i heard from fungg that one of her lecturers has already uploaded notes onto the net even before school term has started proper. i'm still feeling really unprepared for the impending. partly coz i duno what to expect and partly coz i've forgotten what it's like to flip pages through the night with trembling hands and squinted eyes, and still behave energetically for the rest of the week. but point is, when i nonchalantly scrolled through one of the slides uploaded for my course just now, i thought i felt the mugger spirit surge through me. i know that sounds disgusting, but haha. i have the sudden urge to start picking up my highlighters again. maybe i'll even start re-reading my art notes later.
hopefully things won't turn out as bad as i think. and i'm thankful for having an overly efficient and organized roomie (: thinking about moving in may be vexing but i must confess that it is quite exciting! we'll be getting a fridge and rice-cooker tmr! ((:
posted @ 10:54 PM