Thursday, March 30, 2006
i think i embarassed myself A LOT of times today. did lotsa stupid things. argh!! >.<firstly, i took out the wrong cake frm the fishtank fridge, causing everyone to get so excited over the BEAUTIFUL, IRRESTIBLE cake. haha.
secondly, i smacked my hand into..........argh!!! nvm. hahaha. it was funny! yea..but omg! my first attempt at it and this is what happened. shd have picked someone else to trick! hahaa. XD
class lunch was fun! ^^ oh yes..happy birthday hongwei!!
good luck to all those campaigning tomorrow!! especially shijia, sylvia, hongwei, jianyang, yeekai! ^^ and of the the ezoac pple: jingkai, xinyi and zongxiao. though we don't want you to get into council, but still, jia you for campaigning. haha. all the best to yinshan and peishan too!!! ^^
lookin fwd to tmr!!
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just realised caina's facing exactly the same problem as me. it felt great to find someone who's feeling exactly how i feel. haha.
shd i go back for lesson? shd i continue forcing myself to lian?
i didn't really forsee this coming. not since the start of this year. to think i used to worry over what i wld do when there's no more dizi. haha. i'm afraid i'm losing passion. like someone just poured water over the blazing fire. =S and i'm always self-deluding myself that i still love it as much. do i?
i bet yls saw this coming loooooong ago. just like how it happened to karin tan. go for 2 lessons, stop for 2 mths. and slowly, we walk out of his life. haiz. i feel bad! really bad! its like breaking a promise with a soulmate. now i'm not fulfilling the promise i made to myself. and to yls. (even though it may not matter to him, but i just feel guitly =X)
how am i going to tell him? i can't brg myself to face him anymore.
i wonder how much i used to love dizi. is it still too late to turn back?
posted @ 11:15 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
SHANGHAI TOY MUSEUM RAWKS!!! it was damn fun la! the experience was just magical. the place was like in a fairy tale, where all the toy soldiers and cars and trains and amusement park rides come alive, and all of us were little dwarfs weaving through those toys. it was amazing. should have seen how all of us went crazy..like we had deprived childhood or something. haha =/ how i wished we cld have stayed in that place longer. i just love reliving the childhood days, where there are no worries. everything's just play, fun and laughter :) seriously, that place is like a dream.floating on the clouds~
a balancing toy that rachel and i completed. yayy =)
just a giraffe in a mug...
and a mouse in a mug...so cosy :)
the super cute and cuddly cushion!!! i want one (:
the antique keyboard. sophia n i went gaga over it. haha. we jezz looooooove antique stuff..especially boxes!! =)
san mao liu lang ji poster
your mother's gallery. another cool place.
the toy musuem was like the best part of the entire trip!! hahaa..and when i was most awake. fell aslp at the first exhibition =/ opps. sorry..was really too lethargic. cldn't open my eyes.
OHYES!! while we were at the toy museum, we saw these round boxes that each contained an enid blyton toy. it was very so inviting. the sparkles and reflection of light at the edges of the boxes mesmerized me. it was like calling out for my name... haha. lol. and when we checked the price. O.O $69.90!!!! i thought i wld never ever get to own one of those. and just before we left, the shop owner GAVE US EACH A BOX OF THAT CLASSY ENID BLYTON TOY!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD! i love him man!
anw, ms kee has a really cute kitten in her apartment. hahaa. its white and elegant and prettie (:
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qiuxu makes me think of someone.
posted @ 11:12 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
my new gel cumulus rawks! =) went running in them just now. could feel my flying off the ground. hahaha..jkjk. but seriously, it was great!so many things to look fwd to this week. haha.
monday - 15 MIN MATH TEST!!!! O.O isn't this just soooooo exciting?? -.- ; class lunch (:
tuesday - 411 class dinner!!!! wheeee...miss those guys so much!
wednesday - co or oac? hm...someone give me an ans. i'm sick of racking my brains for answers.
thursday - sch ends at 1pm =) class gathering again?
friday - EZOAC movie marathon + sleepover!! yayy (:
posted @ 7:54 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
woo!! i bought new shoes today!! ^^
yayy! aren't they cool (: can't wait to run in them, with running partner..haha! hope we can cover longer distances with my new running shoes!! =) this is so exciting. gotta thank fungg for accompanying me arnd queensway today and offering her precious advice. haha. :) anyway, we're damn noob. we accummulated like duno how many 'noobs' today. for example, we wanted to get across to the other side of the road frm tangs to shaw. so we went were wondering how. haha..den we realised we had to go thru the underpass! hahaa..and we were looking arnd for it! (when we had juz walked past it) -.-''' then later, we happily walked thru the underpass, and tada! we found an exit. after we got out frm the underpass, we realised we're still on the same side of the road. -.- we walked one big round in the underpass and only travelled from one underpass to another underpass on the same side of the road. HA HA! how stupid can we get. >.<
v for vendetta rawks!! go watch it man. makes me ponder a lot abt stuff.
"This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-脿-vis an introduction, and so it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V"
love the alliteration.
i miss a13.
posted @ 11:46 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
fungmin has made her decision. what about me? seriously, i don't think i'll be able to cope. especially with aep back on mondays. haiz. how? everytime i'm with ezoac, my heart inclines more towards it.its a matter of crossing my own hurdle.
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thx ger caina and jon! speaking my heart out really makes me feel better. i guess i'll stick to my original plan. haha. yea! just heck! why trouble myself so much and hinder myself from all the fun. i'll see how when the time finally comes for me to make a decision again. haha.
watchin v for vendetta tmr with a13!!! yay!! and omg! shijia's gg. haaha..so happie =) hope it'll be fun tmr! miss the a13 in 1st 3 mths. nthin to do with the 2nd intakers. i just miss that spirit. what did we fight for?
anyway, dinner with ezoac was interesting today. haha..its amusing watching guys eat. XD lol. no harm intended. >.< so sad i din get to play frisbee with them. haha.
aep was crap. lol. havent sketched for sooooooo long!!!! omg! i suck now. >.< miss drawing. my hands sorta itch. haha. hope i don't have to go for the remedial. if not there goes my only breaks. =( need to buck up on my work. i was totally drowning in numbers and signs during maths. didn't understand a single thing. haha. econs =/ forgot to do tutorial. haha. jiexun, thx a lot for your tutorial! saved my life! haha. =)
posted @ 9:47 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
feeling quite pissed now. argh nvm. i juz thought they could have been more decisive. i really felt like leaving for what my heart told me to. but my conscience held me back. and this is what i get.post-yl syndrome.
i'm unable to concentrate in anything i do ever since yl ended. flashes of yl and especially the times we endured mroc tgt, the cheers and songs and laughter, juz kept floating across my head. conversations would somehow twist and turn back to yl. everywhere i go, i seem to see ezoac pple. hahaha. i really miss everyone.
its really very relaxing being with ezoac pple. they light up my day! =) now i truely understand wads huan nan jian zhen qing. haha. if we had not been thru all those tortures tgt, we might have probably not become so bonded.
really sad that i couldn't spend the entire day with them today. haha. but at least i went for lunch with them. yeah =) we were super super super high during fac idol la. hahahaha..kept cheering and attracting attention. LOL. but it was fun! =) who cares what others think about us. ezoac rawks! ^^ jingkai and paula did well today la! bleah the judges. haha. =/
anyway, athena won! woo!!! at least its not apollo. haha.
torn between so many committments. now i'm struggling to make a choice. do i have to make one. i think i know which one i'll choose if i had to make a choice. but its really a bad idea. even if i keep both now, i think i may eventually drop one. and i think i know which one. T_T
posted @ 10:55 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
5 days of yltc.i'm proud to say, we all survived it.
EZOAC rawks! =)
it was really one hell of a camp. all that torture and counts, dorm checks, all that cheers and encouragements during returning of counts, rushing for time, sharing of clothes and even erm..yea..haha, trying to wipe every speck of dust off in the dorm, kayaking with bumpy kayaks and free entertainment, land ex and singing all the way trying to keeps our spirirs high, the last MROC (mass return of counts) as a batch, as 32nd OAC, as EZOAC, and when we felt the shirts being placed on our backs, it was both a heavy burden weighed down upon our shoulders as well as a one lifted. i'll never ever forget them.
thank you ezoac for being so supportive and encouraging during yl. if not for everyone, i would not have survived. the feeling of being in this wonderful batch, of us becoming from strangers to such a strongly bonded batch in just the course of 8 pre-camps and 5 days of yltc, really touches me. i'm sure of one thing. i'll never regret joining yl, and i'm glad i endured. this experience is priceless and nothing can replace it.
thank you all the girls.
clarissa.fungming.hanyun.huijin.tracee.waikuan.wenhui.yimtong.
thank you for all the support throughout yl, especially during returning of counts in the dorm. even though we're small in number, only 9 out of the entire batch, we pulled thru, together. we endured and never gave up. we all tried our best. tears were shed, but they were all worth it. i'm really proud of all of us. we proved our worth. yea..girl power! well done! =)
thank you navajos.
xinyi.jingkai.pengsing.soonswee
though we didn't win anything. it was the experience and time spent tgt that matters. i'm really glad to be in navajos. we're all unique individuals, but put together, we're one navajos! =) thank you for always being so encouraging, enduring and understanding. it was fun and memorable spending those 5 days of torture with u all. haha. all the EC moments during meals, sentry..and high moments durign land ex. hahaa. thank you! :)
we love green! ^^
thanx nava GIs and rovers.
huiling.lishi.weiqi.wangsheng
you all have been great! =) sorry for causing trouble at times..and thank you for bearing with us these 8 preamps and 5 days. we'll always remember you =)
thanx nava exes.
weijie.yayan.jiayong.weisheng
thx for sharing the nava stories, cheers and spirit with us. we'll brg the nava spirit with us where ever we go =)
thank you 31st oac - metas.
thx to all the instructors who sacrifaced so much of their time and slp and energy to plan this yltc for us. even thou u all tekaned us like siao sometimes, but we all know it was for our own good. thank you for being so caring and enduring too. gd luck for your block tests!
clarissa.tracee.lianjoo.sean.yongsheng.zongxiao.huijin.waikuan.chunkang.wenhui.eugene.luyang.weixiang.junhua.xinyi.jingkai.pengsing.soonswee.fungmin.yimtong.jiexun.lujie.shiuyuen.hanyun.aaron.eric.justin.kaixiong
bonded by sweat, united by time.
precamp..urban orienteering. super fun =)
ezoac! before we set off for our hike =)
the blue black purple green alliance. haha..
the navas setting off...
puaka
navajos! :)
ezoac! after our hike =)
we finally repaid all our counts and stood proudly in our new yltc shirts =) beaming for the first time in 432000 seconds.
with GIs and rovers ^^
posted @ 8:06 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
off to yltc!wish me luck! ^^
posted @ 11:28 PM
yoooo! haha xing ye de! i love you! hahaahha anyway have fun tmr! and the day after tmr! and the day after the day after tmr!! :D i will watching u with my spiritual eyes. *like real* -________-"' hahahaha take care!!^________^hantc was here:)
posted @ 10:54 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
the funkiest nava cap! ^^
posted @ 11:27 AM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
yay!! we survived today!! even though i started out as the only member present in navajos, it wasn't that bad coz everyone tried to help me. THANK YOU EZOAC!! especially fungg, jiexun, shawn, shiuyuen, tracee, yongsheng. really very very grateful for your help. haha. if not i wld have probably died.its great to see the team spirit rising. everyone helping, supporting and cheering each other on. i'm sure i won't regret joining oac. yltc is coming in 3 days. =S *shivers* but i'm confident we'll survive it. together as navajos, as ezoac =) jia you everyone!
jia you fungg and tracee too!! we can do it! haha. 5 days will pass very soon..we'll live thru each day together.
The going is tough, but the tough gets going. :) EZOAC RAWKS!
posted @ 7:01 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
almost suffocated due to tension just now. argh. i'm so panicky and stressed today. over oac. =S feeling the jitters just like fungmin. but today was more for the precamp tomorrow. a while ago, it seemed as if i wld be the only one attending it. that is so scary. but thank god soonswee just confirmed that he's going! PHEW! THANK YOU SOONSWEE!! u have no idea how much lighter i felt after that. what a HUMONGOUS sigh of relief. thx fungg too for coming online. haha..somehow i felt better.haiz..i feel like i'm drifting apart. its happening again. all my energy's dying down. =(
posted @ 10:39 PM
finally completed my 1st aep graded assignment. so gonna fail. =(yay~ my bro's coming back later! frm germany =)
posted @ 12:54 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
congrats to paula and leeyang on their successful appeals! yay! they're now back in o6a13! hehe =) lesser amendments to the ever so wonderful class. still missing someone. haha..hope skii can manage to persuade her parents. mr almeo seems quite confident abt getting you back :)we met our new classmates today! haha..was quite excited abt it. havent really got to know them. they seem nice. 5 newcomers, 4 girls and 1 guy. hm...now there are 14 girls and 11 guys in a13. =S i hope our class will still stay funky!
was entrapped in a terrible internal conflict since ytd night. to go co or oac. hm...so i made my choice today - co. hahaha..glad i went! realised how much i missed jaime and caina! and co! and dizi! felt guilty for not attending so many pracs too =/ prac was quite enjoyable until some points in time. (jaime chill ok!) i shall abstain frm using my phone during practises. >.<>misses her a lot!
wilson came back too~ haiz...really sad that he can't stay. will miss him a lot! he's such a nice friend and joker to have arnd. pracs won't be as fun without him around. =( nvm...all the best! come back often. ^^ (not like he'll ever see this =/)
why do i feel like i'm living in your shadow? again.
felt quite bad for not going oac today actually. actually there cld have been 4/5 pple present in nava today! but...sigh. heard their pt was tough. =/ oh no..feels doubly bad now.
i've been feeling quite lost lately.
posted @ 11:25 PM
geog test!! argh! i'm STRESSED! for the first time since Os ended! >.< posted @ 12:28 AM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
went for class dinner on sunday. it was great! and saddening at the same time. coz it was sorta a farewell for those who are leaving. though not everyone turned up, i was happie to see that most of us did =)i will really miss those pple. skii, paula, leeyang, sylvia, yida, yiyong. everyone who's leaving. they'll always be part of a13. hope they end up in another wonderful class. haha..but to me, our class is irreplaceable XD
monday was the first day without skii, leeyang and paula. felt weird. the class felt relatively smaller. in fact, a lot smaller. like guobin said, as if we lost a few pieces of flesh. =S haha..ok..bad analogy. but yea..the class bench felt empty. lectures weren't as noisy and bustling with chatters. really miss them. but all good things have to come to an end. thats why good things are greatly appreciated and missed. skii...we really miss you, at aep too. haha. but i hope we won't hold you back. quoting shijia "i'm sure you'll be able to bring joy to a lot more others, coz you've alr done so." :) (dunno what exatly shijia said, but its something lidat)
ah...i feel so slack!!!!!! i'm a SLACKER! even worse than guobin la! omg. i din do ANY hw. and have NOT studied for my geog test! i'm so dead >.<>.< hope he's better now. he fell real bad. and #Q$%@#^$@@#$& !!! (know who i'm talking abt yea) urgh.
i'm still split btwn co and oac. what shd i do? feels so guilty. and dawn's quitting oac!!! nooooo T_T nava might end up having 2 pple for pre-camp tmr again. argh!! nooooooo =(
posted @ 6:31 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
O6A13 IS STAYING TOGETHER!!! woo~~ this is like the BEST day ever! BEST birthday present for fungg too. hahaha. rawks rawks rawks! this totally rawks! this is the first test that we braved thru together as a class. there will be many more to come. we must hang on and pass every single obstacle that attempts to break us up.really hope skii can stay. then we'll be comeplete =) (excluding the fact that some are leaving)
anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUNG MIN!! hahaha..nice cake right! you better be touched lor!! i went all the way to jurong east central at 8pm to get the ingredients la. hahaha. XD
navajos all the way~
posted @ 12:05 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
i have nothing to say. my tears speak for me.if a13 were to really split, i'd feel as if my world is shattered. its only been two months, but i've grown to love a13 so so so so much. its like a part of me. ever since the news was released to us, i've been feeling a heavy stone weighing my heart done. no matter what i do, my spirits couldn't be lifted. unless i forget abt it totally. when i'm smile, it means i'm in denial.
actually, i still am. the fact is not sinking in. it refuses to. hope it doesn't have to. let it just float away. can't it?
why must they always let you experience the best things in life, and then suddenly take them away from you cruelly. does that make me appreciate my class more? no. coz i've been loving it alr.
probably, It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved. how i wish this quote never existed. then my beloved won't be gone.
looking on the brighter side (even if it isn't that bright), there's still a glimmer of hope. tomorrow. friday. we'll make our stand known.
tomorrow might or might not be the last day a13 is together as a class.
posted @ 11:29 PM
OAC RAWKS!! omg..so high now ^^ NAVAJOS IS THE BEST! hehe. now i understand what bro means..its addictive. :)facing a problem of divided loyalties now. i love both co and oac. co used to be my first love. somewhere that contains my best memories. but i've been neglecting it. i feel guilty. i want to go back. but i'll miss oac. maybe after yltc. i miss the trio too.
anyway...today's the 1st of march. so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MEI!!! THE EVER-SO-HOT KAREN CHEN!! :)
hahahaha..surprisingly..my mei is older than me!! woo hoo~ hahahaha. moofy loves math!
06a13. we must stay strong and not waver. i'm quite sure we'll be able to fight our way through. we are juz so BONDED!
friday is nearing. i was looking fwd to it at the start of the week. but now...probably not.
posted @ 12:03 AM