Friday, July 28, 2006
was reminiscing about the russia trip as i browsed through the long-awaited photos. credits must be given to kylie for painstakingly collating all the photos and helping us burn them into personalised cds. =) thx!! ^^the photos bring back so much joy and laughter. i miss russia...
anw, i particularly looooooove this photo!! and the place. hehe.
don't you think the two salesgirls look very pretty?? =)
=)
posted @ 12:24 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
there is always a season in the year when all the aep people start ostracizing themselves from the class activities. to pis their art projects at the eleventh hour. this is one of those times again. i really miss the feeling of having a second home in the artroom. but my attention span has shortened greatly over the past yr. i used to be able to stay till 9+ in sch just to finish painting or sawing wood. but now i grasp any chance to get home early to catch up on my slp. haha. or probably because pressure has not been working hard against me. nevertheless, i still hope i'll be able to complete my artwork soon. =)
my masterpiece, halfdone. =) i had a beautiful image in mind. but the more i look at it, the uglier it gets, and the more it deviates from my ideal. gahhh. >.<
poor lyly. she fell aslp while painting!! hahaha. i wonder how she did it. but she must have been reallyy tired. according to shum, lyly woke up and foudn her toe dipped in blue paint. hahahah! =/
i'm getting intoxicated by all that oil and turpentine. i think my brain is starting to malfunction. its really easy to discern an art student from any other student. just look at the uniform and you'll know. i've successfully tainted all my uniform with essence of my painting. -.-
posted @ 11:35 PM
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhi've accepted fate tt i'll always be living in the shadow of someone else. i'll nv get to shine on my own in tt area. i was alright with what gets pushed to me. but all of a sudden, i feel non-existant!!!!! not even a substitute..coz i'll nv be good enough to be one! all tt glamour on the stage? i think i blend into the background.
i feel so unappreciated. i can do nothing to make you smile. when all the others have to do is smile at you. i've run out of ideas to cheer pple up. i'm becoming perpetually disturbed myself.
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i feel like smashing my dizi!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm damn lan!
my changyin is sooooooooo short! its not even changyin! and the yinse is soooooo sucky. its like.....SHIT! even my bro said my changyin is short! arrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh!!!! #%@#^@$&#%*#^**
T_T I'M DEPRESSED!!!!!!! T______________T
posted @ 10:06 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
As much as I want to be tan, I’m afraid of getting sun burnt. And here I am, hoping that my hands won’t feel any worse. It feels quite scary looking at my reddish arms. Argh..why aren’t they just tan? ‘reddish’ just gives me the creeps. Haha. I don’t think I should get any tanner, if not my skin will really peel.Nevertheless, I do feel a sense of accomplishment. (: congrats ezoac, for completing our one star kayaking course! =) the next challenge awaits. i’m rather apprehensive about two star, but it sounds exciting too. Better buck up my skills soon! If not I doubt I’ll pass. Kayaking is fun! (: so is single kayak. It offers so much more freedom, but sometimes too much freedom makes one lose a sense of security. Haha. Its much harder to control too. So independence comes with a price. but still, its really quite thrilling. Haha.
Hope xinyi is feeling better alr. She must have overworked herself. Going for trng everyday and getting so little rest. Haiz.
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIJIN (ANA)!! =)
posted @ 11:16 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Nanyang Family Concert 2006i'm glad i went. coz it was seriously quite a quality show. =) haha. or maybe coz i miss the nanyang spirit and nanyang style of art too much. those performances brought back continuous streams of memories that i wished i could relive. even the lang songs and nan zhong quan tt we used to cringe at everytime we did it during mass dance, couldn't make me stop smiling. nanyang is just so good. (: *i'm biased* haha.
there were actually 2 groups of performances tt i particularly looked fwd to. one was of coz dear shum's theatre club production, which lasted for only FIVE MINUTES!!! hahahaa. tt got lyly highly irritated coz she waited for soooo long for tt show, and probably, coincidentally, it placed as one of the last few performances. but it was good. (: shum was so sexy! haha. yea. our COOL drama queen!
the other performance, need i say it. nyco. yea. =) i think they did great! (: i'm quite glad the stage is humougous enough to stage everyone without cramping the sections together. it seriously looked much better than at SCH, and naturally it sounded better. NYCO is pro! =) hahah. yea. even karweng said the orchestra alone would sound nice enough. hahaha =/
i'm really grateful for being brought into this wonderful nanyang family of arts. there is nowhere else like home. (:
there were lots of surprises tt popped up at the ny concert too. like seeing mr lim (ok..this isn't really a surprise). hahaha. and ms tan!! woo... still as pretty. (: i met ms ong in orchard earlier in the day too! thou i think she has forgotten me, but she still acted like she noes me. haha. whatever it is. its just so nice of her. ^^ i miss her!! and i miss 4/11!! i miss getting inspired every english lesson, learning things not only within the syllabus, but so much beyond.
lyly gobbling down her burger at new york cafe after the concert. she was so hungry she could have eaten karweng whole. hahaha. =/
karweng who insisted on acting glam.
btw, i missed the last train for the first time in my life! woo. and had to cab home with cass. good thing cass was with me. haha. my poor wallet T_T
posted @ 9:50 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
its not good to get overly depressed over superficial things like results. but its isn't any better forgiving myself so easily. i think i've grown to become so immune to the waves of failures that i've forgotten how to wallow in self pity. i need to stop giving myself excuses. everytime i look at people getting depressed over results far better than mine, i wonder what the world has come to. or rather, what has become of me?anwyway, i am seriously brain dead now. thursdays used to be fun and carefree, but not today. peer tutoring encountered an influx of students today, especially math! and coincidentally, the students i were teaching, or maybe THAT particular student, was too smart for me. haha. i felt so retarded and dumb, having to spend so much time on a single pnc qs and getting the wrong ans eventually. either that or i resort to seeking help from shum or lyly. seriously diu lian. haiz. i bet they were wondering why i was there. haha.
bad day.
posted @ 1:17 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
man of the match: schweinsteiger!! =)
posted @ 1:09 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
"maths is something that you cannot fail and cannot fail you." -some tutee from guobin and kenneth's eng peer tutoring classAHHHHHH!! why must he rub it in!!! this very smart guy tried initiating an intellectual talk with us after clz ended. he was telling us how impressed and amazed he is with the hwachong math papers and how the challenging sums excite him!!! ooooo. -.-'''
thankyou. i.just.failed.a.math.test.
posted @ 9:47 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
ahhhh...i'm devastated! do i need to spell it out! germany lost. T_T i cannot believe it!! the last 2 mins!!! ahhhhh. and to think i was so relax when it got to tt time coz i tot it wld definitely go on to a penalty shootout! argh!!!! @#%@#$&^@#$&#% this is so infuriating!!!!!! sigh...nvm..enough of that. i guess everyone's quite sick of it too after whining and hearing germany fans rant abt how dumb the match was for an entire day. haha. i actually laughed myself to slp after watching the match. coz i tot the last goal was just soooo hilarious. =S
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first official day of lessons after june hols. haha. had my share of fun for 5 full days of slacking after blocks. wahahahaha!!! but its still not enough. =/ coz my art ILP is dead. ok nvm. th pt it, i slept thru the whole of today. hahaha..due to highly insufficient amt of slp and high fever (world cup fever) felt like ponning sch today la. but sigh..being the ever responsible me...hahaha. jkjk.
had oac invest today!! and yes!! we're all instructors now!! all 23 of us. wheeee (: i hope the days ahead will be full of fun and excitement! so looking fwd. 32nd oac, we can do it! =)
dinner with 32nd oac was funfunfun!! hahaha..especially table A. hahaha..laughing non-stop. the stupid tablecloth and bedsheet joke. hahaha. i just love being with ezoac, they make my day. =)
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i'm happie today coz i had lunch with my two dearest pals..jaime and caina!!! oh man..i miss them! >.< i miss having lunch tgt with them! haha. we got so high today!! whining to each other, and then to jiankai and then to zhixuan. hahaha. i miss those times of craziness. =)
don't think i'll watch the match later. shall just catch up on my slp =)
posted @ 11:50 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
tomorrow's an impt day for my dear nyco jnrs. yes, its tmr!!! jia you!! =) i believe that you all can do it! especially my dear dizi jnrs! =) and the two solo-ists. hehe. ^^i'm felt so envious when i scanned through their programme booklet!! its so nice la!!! and the songs they're playing!! they're all so professional!! omg! haha. but still, i love the magic that my batch created. =) its irreplaceable. =)
posted @ 11:27 PM
YESSSSSSSSS!!! GERMANY IS IN!!!! =)i'm hyperrrrrr now! over the moon!! and i won't be dying of heart attack..though i almost did just now! woooo!!! klose made a beautiful goal. ^^ can't deny argentina's strong too. but yes! germany's got it! =)
the stupid site was lagging! argh. like someone sabotaged it, coz it lagged at every attempt to score....isn't tt strange! argh. but lucky it got better and not worse.
gtg slp. if not i'll look like a panda later. hehe. =)
posted @ 1:58 AM