Monday, November 26, 2007
so unprepared yet still floating on fluffy clouds.posted @ 10:39 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
not an artist without an audience.posted @ 12:27 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
ok this is very freaky. i was reading abt guernica when my itunes played the song guernica. ahhhh. better not come out!posted @ 10:19 AM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
"The more you look at the same exact thing, the more the meaning goes away, and the better and the emptier you feel."-Prince of Pop
posted @ 2:20 AM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
sometimes taking the wrong turn can be very exciting. because you'll see things you wouldn't have if u had taken the right turn. but then again, who's to say what's right and what's wrong, if you eventually end up in your destination anyway. maybe you just took a longer route and enriched your lives a little more than others.
while i was weaving through the gallery walls today, it dawned upon me whether i shd have planned my route a little more. but if there're really conventions restricting even the route to take in a tiny art gallery, there's no point in visiting the art gallery, because art itself defies traditions. more so an andy warhol exhibition.
so i went to the warhol exhibition today, alone. somehow i like walking through galleries by myself, coz it gives me time to contemplate, without having to worry about catching up with the pace of others. i can linger for as long as i like in front of my favourite piece and skid past works that doesn't seem to call for my attention. of coz it would be another wonderful experience having people to discuss with your overflowing thoughts with. if only i hadn't overslept ytd. =/ but i'm still glad i made my way down today. coz Andy wArhol is Atrociously Amazing.
i have never thought that i would get to see his works at such full blast. and when i did today, he gave me so much inspiration. i think one of my aspirations in life is to witness the masterpieces flooding my aep files. like a word is worth a thousandth picture, its never enough to just read about them, coz visual art is meant to be seen.
hmm something i've been thinking about...
if i lose my memory, will i still be me?
posted @ 1:30 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
freedom tastes sweet, even if its only temporary. i can still vividly remember the sense of relief when i handed in my last geog paper. haha i bet peiyu must have felt it much more intensely than me. omg her As are over!!?
i think girls take a lot longer letting reality sink in. its only up till now, when i realise that i can spend the whole night slacking away instead of scrutinizing microscopic words on my notes, that i don't have to set an alarm for tomorrow, that i truly feel the sense of liberation. this morning was just an appetizer. haha. i think i'll be equally calm when my As finally end. maybe more of loss than anything else. haha. maybe thats because girls tend to grab hold on to things at hand more tightly so much so that when they let go, it takes a while before the past fades off completely.
of coz some things never seem to go away.
haha but having said all that, i still think that i'm happy the worst has passed. and i need to remind myself that there're two more papers waiting for me. but i think i'll enjoy the rest of my study vacation soaking in art.
posted @ 11:23 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
if i've survived sleepless coursework days and nights, then this would be nothing. my last agonizing night. i'll miss it but i'd prefer the fact that its ending. let this be a beautiful end to the once endless cries of misery. after that i'll send my condolences to the children in Africa.(edit)
i feel the urge and need to vent it all out. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
ok that was a rather long silent scream.
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
time creeps...but for some reason, i'm glad.posted @ 11:05 AM
Friday, November 09, 2007
i can't wait to strike those numbers down!
posted @ 5:48 PM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
when you're running a marathon, you never say die. its all about mind over matter. so even if you sprain your ankle, you can still inch your way to the finishing line and everyone will cheer for you.the geog paper was disastrous. i felt like i could fail. but nevertheless, that was the last paper i'm ever gonna sit for. no more volcanoes, no more mudflows, no more cyclones. hmmm think about it, i might actually miss geog. my favourite subject for 6 years. but sigh my departure with it has been so excruciating i have to drill a hole in my skull to pour out all the unahppiness.
back to the marathon. i'm 6 more hurdles away from salvation.
posted @ 9:27 AM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
if there are ways to mitigate mudslides and erupting volcanoes, why is there no one to save my over saturated brain?!? its at critical threshold. and studying about overflowing regolith and ground shaking earthquakes all the time does make you feel like you're on the road to destruction.posted @ 4:01 PM