Sunday, August 27, 2006
ubin bike hikethe first ever land ex. sigh~ i'm so sorry for not being prepared and for being such a lousy expedition leader. but i'm really grateful to everyone for turning up!! and for not complaining..at least in my face. haha. and for helping me! especially chunkang who gave me so much aid. =)
i must say it was really an experience. especially when i tumbled down the rocky slope. =S think of it now, i can't really remember what happened. i just vaguely recalled my bike speeding up all of a sudden and then i went past shiuyuen, huijin, and i saw the slope, and crash. i was on the ground.i guess i was too traumatised to even feel the pain. but i'm glad i survived. haha. i think i stunned everyone. sorry! =/ but thx a lot for your concern!! thx aaron and jeixun for dressing my wound..so pro! haha. looks like i got into a car crash or something. haha. hopefully i won't get into anymore accidents. at least for the rest of the year. haiz.
there were actually quite a lot of casualties ytd. eugene, chunkang, fungg, yongsheng. =S take care everyone!
wanted to keep it from my family, but some things are just meant to be that way. how fateful is it to meet my bro on the mrt home. even when he promised not to tell my mum, she eventually found out. haha. at least i kept it from her for one night, coz she only noticed it this morning. lol. and she made a big fuss outta it. as expected. hope i still get to go bike hike.
some photos from ubin hike:
the ultimate WEST SIDE people!!! yayyy. we're so proud to always be the earliest even though we live the furthest, from almost all the venues. this is so unfair, activities are always held in the east! hmmmm.
mou displaying his bimbotic nature...
ONE!
TWO!
THREE!
FOUR!
FIVE!
land chiefs unite!
the girls who went =)
fungg n i! :)
puaka is sucha beautiful place. i think no matter how many times we've been there, we'll keep photo-whoring. haha.
US! =) taken with my zai photographic skills! hahaha..jkjk. =/
posted @ 3:12 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
i love my creation!!! it may not be a good advert. but i like it nevertheless. haha. =)
of coz not forgetting to credit everyone who helped out in the photoshoot.
wenhui
jaime (: sorry for making you jump countless times.
yongzi
yongsheng
oli
guobin
shumin
aep snrs
and some other pple.
posted @ 11:50 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
ahhh i think i'm on caffaine high~ feels damn terrible. like choking on air. i'm so mentally tired, but i can't get to slp physically. my body is so restless. must be those two cans of coffee. shdn't have drank that much. and aep had to end early today when i was all armed to fight through 4 hrs of theory. urggggh.posted @ 8:31 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i survived bike hike!!! woo!! =)posted @ 9:27 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
i read something somewhere and my heart weighs a ton now. i've been too insensitive. all three of us had. we were so intent on making that decision, and so sure that we were right. we always think we're right. perhaps we had been too oppressive. we had never realised. coz we had never been in the shoes of theirs. i feel so apologetic now. for the misery i've brought to them.i still do not regret making that decision. and never will. but i feel really really really bad for not being more understanding. i still vividly remember those little discussions we had along the classroom corridors, on the way home, at meals, in fact, almost everytime we saw each other. we always started off being so hopeful and determined to make a difference, but those conversations always ended up with no conclusion. and nothing was ever done. even if we did something, i think it was useless.
the question that left us baffled for 3 yrs, even now, "why is there a this unbreakable barrier between us? no matter how hard we tried."
now i understand. from their point of view. perhaps its true that we're such failures at HR, because we were too enclosed in the little world of our own.
i thought that great event had brought us closer to at least 2 of them. but it isn't really the case. it brought them misery too. the feeling of being the common enemy.
i'm sorry. but i still want to say, you have been great.
posted @ 8:45 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
yin lao shi said something today which struck me quite hard. or rather, it made me realise my ignorance.he said playing music means literally 'playing'. music is something enjoyable, a kinds of happiness you seek. if one feels stressed over a piece of music, then he/she would not be playing music. instead, the notes will be 'playing' you. in this case, won't many musicians not be fulfilling their role as a musician. how many performers feel stressed over a performance. i guess its countless. to play music, one needs to have full control of the notes. when they fully immerse themselves and lose themselves in what they play, they are playing music. its all about being natural. its all about the heart.
there are so many things to learn a lifetime is never enough.
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on a happier note. i'm finally done with my EOM and econs ILP!! yayyyyyyy!!!!! but i bet i'll screw them up. haha. =/ aep prep is a goner. sigh.
i guess nxt week will be a taxing week, especially for the hist pple. hm..as always. haha. when do you ever hear the geog pple complain abt being stressed over geog? haha. lols. its 12am. and almost half the class is online. in fact, almost half the the hc pple on my list are online. this is so amazing. i think work is starting to pile up. jia you pple! ^^
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i think the silent night is a wonderful time for one to recollect one's thoughts, alone. no doubt company is important, spending time with oneself is also as important. thinking about it, we don't really get to spend a lot of time with ourselves in a lifetime.
i think i should go slp now. lyly said i'm crazy to not slp when i have the chance. haha.
posted @ 12:07 AM
Monday, August 07, 2006
i can't believe i actually stayed home for the entire weekend!! nope. not even stepping once outta the hse. omg! i sound like an introvert. haha. but its been ages since i wake up according to my biological clock; ages since i sat in front of the blaring tv and staring into space; ages since i watched a nice movie with my brother on a sat afternoon; ages since i doodled in front of the com; ages since i felt like the week would nv end. but now its ended. reaity checks. =( nevertheless, i'm still looking fwd to sch tmr, coz i'll be seeing my clzmates and frens again! feels like i've lost touch with the world for quite long. hm... and not forgetting..3 days of hols!! wheeee =)posted @ 12:44 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
i'm getting more and more lazy to talk to people. some people. especially when everything that i say or do is useless. i wonder what happened? been pondering for a looong time. but i'm getting too tired to search for an answer. its pointless, coz words and not action won't bring about any change. its probably meant to be like this. things aren't the same anymore.posted @ 11:28 PM