Tuesday, March 21, 2006
feeling quite pissed now. argh nvm. i juz thought they could have been more decisive. i really felt like leaving for what my heart told me to. but my conscience held me back. and this is what i get.post-yl syndrome.
i'm unable to concentrate in anything i do ever since yl ended. flashes of yl and especially the times we endured mroc tgt, the cheers and songs and laughter, juz kept floating across my head. conversations would somehow twist and turn back to yl. everywhere i go, i seem to see ezoac pple. hahaha. i really miss everyone.
its really very relaxing being with ezoac pple. they light up my day! =) now i truely understand wads huan nan jian zhen qing. haha. if we had not been thru all those tortures tgt, we might have probably not become so bonded.
really sad that i couldn't spend the entire day with them today. haha. but at least i went for lunch with them. yeah =) we were super super super high during fac idol la. hahahaha..kept cheering and attracting attention. LOL. but it was fun! =) who cares what others think about us. ezoac rawks! ^^ jingkai and paula did well today la! bleah the judges. haha. =/
anyway, athena won! woo!!! at least its not apollo. haha.
torn between so many committments. now i'm struggling to make a choice. do i have to make one. i think i know which one i'll choose if i had to make a choice. but its really a bad idea. even if i keep both now, i think i may eventually drop one. and i think i know which one. T_T posted @ 10:55 PM