Thursday, March 30, 2006
i think i embarassed myself A LOT of times today. did lotsa stupid things. argh!! >.<
firstly, i took out the wrong cake frm the fishtank fridge, causing everyone to get so excited over the BEAUTIFUL, IRRESTIBLE cake. haha.
secondly, i smacked my hand into..........argh!!! nvm. hahaha. it was funny! yea..but omg! my first attempt at it and this is what happened. shd have picked someone else to trick! hahaa. XD
class lunch was fun! ^^ oh yes..happy birthday hongwei!!
good luck to all those campaigning tomorrow!! especially shijia, sylvia, hongwei, jianyang, yeekai! ^^ and of the the ezoac pple: jingkai, xinyi and zongxiao. though we don't want you to get into council, but still, jia you for campaigning. haha. all the best to yinshan and peishan too!!! ^^
lookin fwd to tmr!!
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just realised caina's facing exactly the same problem as me. it felt great to find someone who's feeling exactly how i feel. haha.
shd i go back for lesson? shd i continue forcing myself to lian?
i didn't really forsee this coming. not since the start of this year. to think i used to worry over what i wld do when there's no more dizi. haha. i'm afraid i'm losing passion. like someone just poured water over the blazing fire. =S and i'm always self-deluding myself that i still love it as much. do i?
i bet yls saw this coming loooooong ago. just like how it happened to karin tan. go for 2 lessons, stop for 2 mths. and slowly, we walk out of his life. haiz. i feel bad! really bad! its like breaking a promise with a soulmate. now i'm not fulfilling the promise i made to myself. and to yls. (even though it may not matter to him, but i just feel guitly =X)
how am i going to tell him? i can't brg myself to face him anymore.
i wonder how much i used to
love dizi. is it still too late to turn back?
posted @ 11:15 PM