Tuesday, April 11, 2006
felt quite bad for not going back to nyco today as i promised. and to think i went around asking pple to go back. haiz. =/ but without the accompaniment of my two bestest dizi trio mates, it feels quite sad to go back alone. =( i miss nyco A LOT. especially those sec 1 and sec 2 times, when we were still innocent, naive little jnrs. when ger and karin and yunsu and meixin and all the snrs were still arnd. we felt so loved and sheltered. those were the carefree days. sec 3 and 4 were more stressful. we began to frown in co..worry abt upholding the legacy that our snrs left behind. but we eventually did it. (: and it was definitely worth remembering. going thru all those hard times and sweet moments together.
just didn't felt like going back today. =/ but i'm looking fwd to alumni prac!! yay!!! i'll get to play with those wonderful nyco mates again!!! ^^ i miss ms chek's conducting too. hmmmmm.
signed up for peer tutoring. i wonder how i got so easily swayed by shum and all the others. ahhhh!!! i have no stand! =X ok nvm. at least i'm doing something meaningful. even though i'm not really looking fwd to the long days and heavy eyelids, but i'm quite excited about peer tutoring actually. hehe. SEC 4!! omg. i hope i don't diu lian. =/
i hope i can cope.
it feels great to be busy. to have a constant goal in life. i miss the hectic pace. i miss feeling totally drained but highly satisfied and accomplished about surviving the day. i think the momentum is coming back. keep it going! yes! i can do it! =)
posted @ 9:58 PM