Wednesday, May 10, 2006
i'm sooo glad the week is finally over. or at least..no more lessons. (: been waiting for this moment for very long. haha. but sigh. i'm 101% sure that i'll get a
ZERO for my math test. T_T or mabbe even negative. for producing such atrocious crap. T_T when will i be able to pass a math test. T_T
anw, went for co today. heard some of the nominees speak frm the bottom of their heart. i guess many feel the same way. and i think it does help projecting their views out. dazu was only 1 hr. why do i always go at the wrong time??? everytime i go, i only get to prac for at most one hr, if not none. ok nvm..its my fault. =/ i felt soooooooooo zibei. and demoralised. by the sounds i produce. omg..it wasn't even a sound. it was AIR!!! i think i took things for granted. for example, my skills. i procrastinated too much. till i eventually accumulate a hell lot of days and weeks and mths without practice. sigh. i seriously seriously
SERIOUSLY need to buck up. i shd have known better that good results don't come as i wish, it comes with
hard work.
thx to zhengyou for making those snide remarks on
PURPOSE. hahaha.. they made me laugh and cry. but it was good therapy. haaha. and thx for the encouragement too.
and of coz my dear jaime!! ^^ for being there all the time! ^^
looking on the bright side of life, there's no sch tmr!! YES! and i'm gg vjco concert with (dear caina) and (shida) tmr! yayy!! =)
anw, i wore the
hongzi again ytd. hahaha. it felt like i was doing handstand. coz the jc uniform was warm on the top and cooler at the bottom, while ny u was just the exact opposite. hahaha!
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felt the same way as fungg regarding the russia trip. sigh. especially guilty after the briefing. another $305 to the alr exploding sum of $2790. i'm SURE its HEAVILY subsidised. T_T how am i going to tell my parents. T_T i really regretted not going to the perak trip instead. i bet it'll be much more fun. T_T
but i'd better make myself believe tt russia's gonna be fun too!! ^^ yea..with fungg and jon arnd. ^^ it's probably gonna be the most exotic stamp in my passport for sometime. hahaha. till i get rich.
posted @ 11:11 PM