<![CDATA[ <body> ]]> Sunday, June 11, 2006
oh no...i noe i've been lagging. but sorry =/ actually i've opened this page many times this week, always wanting to blog. but everytime i lay my fingers on the keyboard, i'm lost for words. i probably have too much to say and i'm not good at converting my thoughts and emotions into words. either that, or something else distracts me, like a sudden bright idea for my aep explorative essay that is due TOMORROW!! ahhhhh!!! -goes hysterical- ok nvm. back to blogging. i've decided that i shall not procrastinate anymore.one week ago, we were all at SCH rehearsing that stupid da chang jin song. hahaha. lol. (everytime i hear the song on tv now, i think of that magical night) i really miss the concert preparations, and i miss everyone in co. 不知不觉中，我已渐渐地爱上了华初华乐团。i miss snrs, and i really wonder how co will be like without them. without zhixuan to guide me in dazu and to listen to my rants; no qinghua to light up my day with his lame jokes; no jiankai and his entertaining bug looks and totally un-funny jokes; no delin to blast his sheng... it will feel weird and empty. and i realised i'll never have snrs again. unless i join co in sch in the future. i will miss the feeling of being sheltered. haha...i must cherish hcco, probably the last co tt i'll ever be in.i've not been accomplishing much this week. actually nothing at all. oh no...two more weeks left to blocks, and i haven't started on anything. i'm really scared. but yet i don't do anything. sigh. i'm so lazy!! howhowhow?? ok nvm. this is not what i want to talk about. i'm sure i'll work out something, somehow. yes..i must have faith in myself. =S the reason why i've not been able to concentrate this week is becoz i have too many things on my hands. hm.. plus i was still recovering from post-concert syndrome. was sorting out my thoughts on mon. had aep consultation on tues, followed by help camp trial. wed was occupied by help camp trial too. i hope our morale would be higher for the actual camp, coz i feel tt everyone's very lethargic. well, can't blame anyone, coz i myself was feeling tired and out of sorts. i must do my best for the camp! =) went to send chokwan off on wed! lucky her!! she's gg japan with njco!! ahhh..hahaha! saw a lot of other frens too! bet they're enjoying themslves in japan now. so jealous!! ok nvm..i shdn't be complaining. coz russia was more than anything i cld ask for. =/ had a lot of fun doing stupid things with tc at the airport. haha. its sucha nice place. really miss those times when we wld go out almost everyday after sch and always end up playing like little kids. they may not seem as great as watching a movie or shopping or eating an expensive dinner at a posh restaurant, but those times spent tgt with my dearest friends mean a lot to me. =)visited nyco twice this week. must commend them for their great improvement since the last time i heard them. haha. i'm confident that nyco will be able to rock SCH on 2nd july =) as always..hehehe =/ really really relieved to hear them play during dazu. much better den i had expected. but still, jnrs must jia you! =) never be satisfied with what your have, but tt doesn't mean losing faith in urself. just keep adding oil! you will shine =)-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------went for lesson just now. omg..it RAWKED :) :) :) over the moon now!! hehe. laoshi din exactly praise me, but he din criticize me a single bit this lesson!! hahaha. he din say i tui bu! wheeee. ok..i realise tt i'm easily satisfied. and he gave me a new song. (: and he said my shi pu was bu cuo! yayy!! ok..partly coz i played tt song b4 (played as in play for fun) hehe. and most imptly, my qi's very shuang today. hehe. haven't felt this for very long. i must attribute this partly to caina for her sms. i felt motivated, somehow, after reading tt msg. haha. =)
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