Friday, July 14, 2006
its not good to get overly depressed over superficial things like results. but its isn't any better forgiving myself so easily. i think i've grown to become so immune to the waves of failures that i've forgotten how to wallow in self pity. i need to stop giving myself excuses. everytime i look at people getting depressed over results far better than mine, i wonder what the world has come to. or rather, what has become of me?
anwyway, i am seriously brain dead now. thursdays used to be fun and carefree, but not today. peer tutoring encountered an influx of students today, especially math! and coincidentally, the students i were teaching, or maybe THAT particular student, was too smart for me. haha. i felt so retarded and dumb, having to spend so much time on a single pnc qs and getting the wrong ans eventually. either that or i resort to seeking help from shum or lyly. seriously diu lian. haiz. i bet they were wondering why i was there. haha.
bad day.
posted @ 1:17 AM