Thursday, July 27, 2006
urghhhhhhhhhhhhh
i've accepted fate tt i'll always be living in the shadow of someone else. i'll nv get to shine on my own in tt area. i was alright with what gets pushed to me. but all of a sudden, i feel non-existant!!!!! not even a substitute..coz i'll nv be good enough to be one! all tt glamour on the stage? i think i blend into the background.
i feel so unappreciated. i can do nothing to make you smile. when all the others have to do is smile at you. i've run out of ideas to cheer pple up. i'm becoming perpetually disturbed myself.
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i feel like smashing my dizi!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm damn lan!
my changyin is sooooooooo short! its not even changyin! and the yinse is soooooo sucky. its like.....SHIT! even my bro said my changyin is short! arrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhh!!!! #%@#^@$&#%*#^**
T_T I'M DEPRESSED!!!!!!! T______________T
posted @ 10:06 PM