Friday, September 08, 2006
i finally plucked up the courage to pick up my dizi again. after contemplating for one month. how foolish of me...to waste that precious one month away, when i could have accomplished so much more. but this lag time only made me realise how easy it is to forget something i had pursued and loved so greatly before. all i needed was one week, to almost completely let go of everything i had once fought hard to keep. why do humans forget so easily? when i tried to find that feeling again, it seems like it has evaporated into thin air. i'm ashamed at how easily i forgive myself.
thx caina. for telling me that its not too late.
i picked up my dizi again tonight. and it felt great. i'll hold on to it, as long as there's a little flame burning in my heart.
posted @ 7:24 PM