Saturday, September 09, 2006
i know i've blogged many times today! the consequence of staying home the entire day staring at my shitty art explorative essay! oh nooo..i'm getting high and somehow the fatigue's not getting to me yet. but i foresee that it will, as soon as i return to my essay. haha!
i must still say...it was WONDERFUL picking up my dizi again! omg! i was soooo addicted to it today i forgot to do work! i love mei hua san nong and xing jie!!!!!! blew almost all the songs i learnt. hahaha. super shuang! and i havent felt like this for damn looooong. i'm superly surprised that my qi is still there! omg. this is like the best thing in the world. hahaha. ok..i think it isn't as good. -duh- but it isn't as bad as i had expected. mabbe wayyy better than wad i thought it'd be. i think the reason i felt so happy playing my flute today was coz i had no pressure. there was no "oh no...yls's gonna kill me if i can't do this shuangtu well." or "oh shucks! yls will DISOWN me!!!" haha. nope..not a single demoralizing thought popped into my head today. it was just
me, my dizi and my music. (: posted @ 10:30 PM