Saturday, July 14, 2007
i duno why some things are so hard to overcome. especially when i thought i had already talked myself out of it, become indifferent towards it. but somehow the sullen look in my eyes are inescapable. it hurts me everytime i had to force a smile out of my hardening cheeks; as much as the understanding, consoling look on his face when i present such solemnity to them. maybe its not just that incident, maybe it doesnt even concern that stupid incident. i think its just because we're not that close.
but i'll try to be genuinely full of smiles tonight. sounds contradictory. if its genuine then i won't have to try. nvm i think i love them still.
posted @ 9:35 AM