Wednesday, July 18, 2007
our dear aep teacher just mentioned something remarkable. so breathtaking its a pity if i don't quote it here.
'now its time to eat coursework, think coursework, sleep coursework, shit coursework.' - mr almeo tan
i can finally feel the strain on me, on my precious time thats never enough. sometimes i feel like a string taught between two ends, so tight i'm going to snap anytime. i detest the feeling of hovering nowhere, having no goal and destination. though it does coincide with my theme of idleness. but this isn't the kind of freedom i'm looking for. i need some assurance and clarity in my vision. the clouds are fogging up my way i have totally lost my sense of direction (not that i had any in the first place).
maybe if i take off my specs the vapour would stop contaminating my vision. everything will be a blur, but i'll see things from a perspective different from everyone else. it'd be unique and truly me. all i need now, is the courage to walk with eyes that are half blind and to see with my heart. i need my breakthrough.
posted @ 10:15 PM