Wednesday, January 09, 2008
how exhausting. now i truely believe in paybacks in life. being a teacher really isn't an easy task and somehow we're receiving all the misdeeds we did to our teachers back in our rebellious schooling days. haha.
but then again, i've never come across a stern art teacher because the nature of the subject ostracizes that trait. even if being fierce gets the students to listen to me, the reluctance on their faces would make me feel no point in continuing to share with them what i love most. why is it that i always have to come across such contradictions and dilemmas in art?
its getting frustrating. and i'm very certain i'm not cut out for teaching. but i'll continue to search for that equilibrium. so that i can balance comfortably and nicely to get the best of and give the best to both worlds, and not laze comfortably in the lush of one pasture while ignoring the presence of the sheeps on the other withered land.
posted @ 11:12 PM