Wednesday, March 12, 2008
i was told today, 'The only way to survive in this two-faced world is to be a hypocrite yourself.'
the working arena is inconceivably dangerous, full of backstabbers and even outright assassinators. i can let myself into thinking that this person is not so bad afterall, as i just start to learn more through our little chats and polite exchanges. and the moment i leave my new found friend, i am bombarded with snide remarks on her hypocritical ways. there're so many arrows flying arnd i've lost my ability to differentiate between right and wrong. the only means of survival is to retreat into self-protection mode, which is to receive but not to emit. for i don't even know when i'll become the subject of criticism.
i'll try to avoid getting molded into one of society's war slaves, but i don't know how long i can last.
posted @ 1:24 AM