Friday, May 16, 2008
when meeting up becomes a chore and having to forcibly strike a conversation becomes a stressful activity, i think its better to let nature take its course. i'm still pondering if i shd make an appearance. not that it would matter that much anyway. sigh..i never really expected myself to be the first to step out of that circle when i was obssessively involved. actually it isn't that bad all the time, catching up can be quite heartwarming sometimes, but the journey before the meet up, when i start thinking about what smile to wear, what greetings to say, can seize me to death. it becomes so patronizing.
posted @ 10:44 PM