Friday, August 08, 2008
i'm such a loser, as roomie puts it, to fall down in front of canteen B during lunch hour and to lose my voice on the 4th day of school. its a sign, probably that i need to take better care of myself. i think the last time i felt so handicapped after a fall was probably the time i rolled down the brick hill in ubin. the wound is disgusting but i can't help but stare at it, as if eye power would seal the crack. =S
i can't make a sound even when it hurts. people have given up talking to me. and i can't really move around. so i just sit there watch time tick past. and time does pass by very quickly when i'm home. i wonder why. time in ntu is somehow excruciatingly slow. the idea of sleeping, eating, studying, playing, walking, running, transiting within the same campus day in day out has become quite disturbing. i know the campus is big and i've actually gotten lost almost every day, but the longest bus ride i've taken is around 15mins. i remember when we were slogging our hearts out in sch last yr for our aep coursework, we pleaded with the teachers to let us camp overnight, when the deadline was about a month away. but ms kee insistently refused, saying that we shouldn't work and sleep in the same place for a prolonged period, for relaxation will soon make no difference from working and its bad for health. now i see her point. i feel suffocated.
but thanks to roomie for our frivolous obsessions and deep talks (: and fungg for the many lunch meets (: and many people who put a smile on my face every day (: life has become so much easier to get by. i hope i'll never run out of things to look forward to.
posted @ 10:33 PM