Thursday, May 04, 2006
went back to nyco today. just very glad to say that i'm VERY proud of my jrns!!! -grins- =) *heaves a sigh of GREAT relief* hehe. jnrs cont' to jia you k! i'm sure u all can put up a good concert! uphold the glory of nyco! =)
simultaneously, i feel guilty and sad. for XXXX. haiz. i wonder why its like that. i wonder why i feel this way towards it too.
spoke a lot to caina dear today!!!!! so happy!! we were so excited to go back to ny. it really feels like home! it IS home!!!! =) i'm glad nthin has changed. everything is just so enclosed, safe and peaceful in there. its like a secluded part of the world.
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voting results came out this morning. omg. the atmosphere was super tense and scary. most of us were feeling jittery. sitting there...looking arnd, thinking tt it might be the last time being with ezoac. =S and then they gave out the envelopes. and we did our cheer. ahhh...everything was just so traumatising. but now i'm relieved. =) i love ezoac!
posted @ 9:28 PM